Released on June 9, 2015

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[Hook]

When you find out just how I've been living

I pray to God I'm forgiven


[Verse 1]

Bottle after bottle I've been sipping on

All the different things I did so wrong

I know they hoping I would come back home

All alone, feelin' grown, but I feel alone

I'm lonely, looking for an [?]

Don't ask me questions, why you always nosy?

No man, but they don't know me

I bought all the lies thinking they could show me

Thnking that they can show me all these things

Learn to let it go

I can never go back my soul [?] a freedom never known

I'm just a puppet on a string

And it seems to way away

Only but a dream


[Hook]

When you find out just how I've been living

I pray to God I'm forgiven

What is this life if I'm not living?

And how is this love if I keep [?]

Forgiven

Forgiven


[Verse 2]

Yeah, I ain't the man that I want to be

But I'm better than the man that's still hauting me

A shooken addiction of needles and pills

I'm a mission for a mission for a power of will

But still, it kills, no matter how good it feels

I'm laying emptier than ever, though I got all my feels

She broke my heart so I'm gonna break about a million

I can't fogive myself so how am I forgiving her?

I'm alone in my dark room

I'm lost, my life like a typhoon

I just might lose that fight soon

Need a rope, need an out, need to jump soon

Cause I've been dangling my feet off the edge

I'm holding out forsomething eventhough I know it's gon end

I know it's just by a thread

I'm going through the motions, in my lust to find my notions

I'm drowning in an ocean of His fortunes and their closing

Enemy, I guess I'm worst enemy

I had a man say that a past could never sentance thee


[Hook]

When you find out just how I've been living

I pray to God I'm forgiven

What is this life if I'm not living?

And how is this love if I keep [?]

Forgiven

Forgiven


[Outro]

Here we are, here we are

So close the stone (4x)


[Hook]

When you find out just how I've been living

I pray to God I'm forgiven

What is this life if I'm not living?

And how is this love if I keep [?]

Forgiven

Forgiven