My Blessing

By Grafh

On Good Energy

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[Verse 1: Grafh]

We need something to believe in

Something to believe in

Shit, I just need a reason

Emotionally unavailable's what I'm feeling

What a feeling

Something's broken and nothing's healing

I self-medicated, tryna stay balanced

Meditated, went vegan, ate salad

Fake happy online until we got great at it

Searching for validation from niggas that ain't valid

We all kind of mentally confused

Any woman I dated was sexually abused

Pressured with aggression, instead of in the mood

Made to feel pessimistic over fеministic views

Daddy wasn't around, you wanna cry? I'm fine

Lil things, I learnеd how to tie a tie online

Intuition, I rely on mine

If the shoe fits, wear it - I'ma try on mine

Real shit, I wasn't afraid of death, wasn't afraid to die

More afraid of heartbreak, and more afraid to cry

I need to face my own truth, can't be afraid to fly

I'm too generous to cheat and too brave to lie

Word up


[Chorus: Eric Belinger]

I need you, I need you

Sacrifice them I could give you my all

I need you, I need you

Premonition got me in position

I know

You a blessing

I'ma wait however long

For my blessing

Yeah. yeah


[Verse 2: Grafh]

The plan is to level up some

And never return back to the level you leveled up from

Did I get enough done?

Too neglected or too excessive

If it costs your inner peace, then it's too expensive

Head up, never down to the floor

Never look up to the rich or look down to the poor

Don't mean to sound insecure, but I'm growin' through confrontation

I'd rather hold a grudge than hold a conversation

This that big ego too much pride combination

The padlock without the combination

This is not new

I let you down when I say that I got you

I never learned how to love, I actually learned not to

Whatever my priority is, you think that it's not you

I say I love you, you tell me it's not true

Girl, you deserve to be happy

You deserve to be happy

Maybe I do, too, shit


[Chorus]

Baby, baby

I need you, I need you

Sacrifice them I could give you my all

I need you, I need you (Yeah, yeah)

Premonition got me in position

I know (I know, I know)

You a blessing (I know)

I'ma wait however long

For my blessing

Yeah, yeah


[Verse 3: Grafh]

Happiness forgotten, I been hurtin' so long that I actually forgot that happiness is actually an option

How could you take all your emotions and love me with it?

How dare you give me your heart and trust me with it?

Damn, you brave, I'm praying I'm never clumsy with it

Your ex man hurt you, you look at me like, "He must be different"

I'm tryna uphold that

Secrets from every relationship, I never told that

I never condone that

I wish I could love so freely and never hold back

The soul is for sale, but I never sold that

I wanna be incredible

I wanna do the shit I never do

I grew up with grown ass men that never grew

I used to buy my kids things I never had

Now I wanna teach my kids things I never knew

Stop competin' with who's ahead of you

Just wake up tomorrow and try to be a better you

Word


[Chorus]

Baby, baby

I need you, I need you

Sacrifice them I could give you my all

I need you, I need you (Yeah, yeah)

Premonition got me in position

I know (I know, I know)

You a blessing (I know)

I'ma wait however long

For my blessing

Yeah yeah