[Verse 1]

I thought that I'd be fine

Maybe get to know myself

But its hard when the lights all turn off

I feel like I'm living hell

Maybe I just need time

Think I read somewhere that shit helps

But its hard when the lights all turn off

And I run out of my pills

[Verse 2]

But how you doing, how's your mother

Oh I've been worried about her

And are your panic attacks getting easier or harder

Feels like I'm pulling teeth out

The silence, no conversation

Been speaking to myself

I think she thinks I'm going crazy

[Pre Chorus]

Did you get the job you want

You always say you hate your boss

And I know it's selfish

But I hate that you're smiling and I'm not

[Chorus]

And I know its selfish, sеlfish

But I can't help it, help it

And I know its selfish, sеlfish

But I can't help it, help it

And I know its selfish, selfish

But I can't help it, help it

And I know its selfish, selfish

But I can't help it, help it