[Intro]

They think this is what I deserve

I wanted to die, but they didn't care

All i have thought about, ending my life

I'm always the guy who deserves to die

[Chorus]

I don't even know what more should I try

I've been tryna escape from here all my life

All I have thought about, ending my life

So I can fuckin' rest, fuck! oh my god

I'm sick of this shit, I won't even stand

Carrying a lot of weight right on my back

All i have thought about, ending my life

I'm always the guy who deserves to die

Don't even know what more should I try

I've been tryna escape from here all my life

All I have thought about, ending my life

So I can fuckin' rest, fuck! oh my god

I'm sick of this shit, I won't even stand

Carrying a lot of weight right on my back

All i have thought about, ending my life

I'm always the guy who deserves to die

[Break]

They think this is what I deserve

I wanted to die, but they didn't care

All i have thought about, ending my life

I'm always the guy who deserves to die

[Verse]

Pretending I'm good is the way that I live

Unable to tell anybody

The shit in my head really killing me

Unable to tell how longer I'll live

I've trusted a lot, that was a mistake

Nobody to trust, I don't fuckin’ care

I'm just like a ghost for everybody

And they acting like I'm not even there

[Chorus]

I don't even know what more should I try

I've been tryna escape from here all my life

All I have thought about, ending my life

So I can fuckin' rest, fuck! oh my god

I'm sick of this shit, I won't even stand

Carrying a lot of weight right on my back

All i have thought about, ending my life

I'm always the guy who deserves to die

Don't even know what more should I try

I've been tryna escape from here all my life

All I have thought about, ending my life

So I can fuckin' rest, fuck! oh my god

I'm sick of this shit, I won't even stand

Carrying a lot of weight right on my back

All i have thought about, ending my life

I'm always the guy who deserves to die