I diagnose myself everyday and I know what I am or what I'm not
Making a profit from my eternal sadness
Telling me shit that I already know
I'm too busy for bullshit
Asking pointless questions
Taking my money for my tears and reassuring it helps
How many times we have to go through it
How much knowledge do you need?
Already know I'm fucking weak
I'm out of ideas
I need more
Can't ever get enough
I need more
Let me focus on my shit
I need more
Give back my wasted time
I need more
Hahahahahahahahahaha
Guess I need to get the knowledge from my mistakes
Lessons learned, trauma on
I need more and more and more
Ok that's enough let me stop this circle
Depression is boring and overrated
People too weak to take more
Y'all just like everyone else
No one's spreading good vibes anymore
Depression is overrated
Finally It's out of fashion
It's time for being too forward
Armed with my mind
Time is against you
This bitch can't stop complaining and expect the impossible
Fucking bitch I hear you thinking
You tryna reach perfection and what you got?
You sowed the field with depression
But nothing fucking grows
So fuck the weak
Fuck the weak
Deeper understanding
I need deeper understanding
I need deeper understanding
I need deeper understanding
Hahahahahaha
Yea, yea, yea
Overthinking can make you decisions better
Can also cause you anxiety
I'm so happy ahaha I wanna die
This bitch tryna heal the pure fucking devil himself
Is she really tryna to conduct therapy to the pure fucking evil?
Does she really want to heal the only traits I got myself through all this time?
Better to die proudly than to live shamefully
Write a bullet with your own name
Go kill yourself
However, like it fucking matters to me
Go hang yourself or something, whatever
Like it matters to me, whatever
You think I'm going crazy?
Bitch I'm fine
It's fine
I'm fucking fine
Can you already shut the fuck up?
I am not a sick fuck
I'm not a freak
I ain't fucking crazy
It's just you and your fucked up environment
Ain't kissing anyone's asses
I fucking kick them
I'm struggling with my demons everyday
I was the demon this whole time
Why would I fight with my own self?
Rage in my veins
The fuck do you mean I need help?
I'm not dead
It's just the way I look
This bitch tryna control my power
Don't make me laugh
I am healing
Something way worse than evil itself came
Give a fuck if my music hurts or not
Struggling with the shit that I didn't choose
And these bastards want me to pay for good words during therapy
These fuckers struggle with alcohol and drugs that they chose themselves
I didn't choose my depression
Why you let your people die for your profit?
Am I fucking crazy?
And their therapy is for free like it's fucking normal to be drunk
You'll never be happy
Chasing the damned perfection
Perception
Precision
Accuracy
Let me breathe
I don't wanna live your fucking life
Can't fix the fucked up
Pieces lost long time ago
World isn't fair, it's against me
So why would I be fair with that?
This time
I'm the karma
I'm the justice
I'm the past
I'm the future (you'll never be)
What's up? Wanna learn that power?
Slave to an intoxication, addiction and destruction
You'll never get there
You'll never take my place
Feel free to kill me, I won't ever resist
You can kill me
But you can't beat me
My crown goes to my grace
I hope it was worth it
Little bitch
I'm not
Fucking crazy
Bleagh!
I turned myself to the devil, now I'm happy
If they won't listen to my scream, I'll fucking take it
Life isn't fairytale
This time
I'm the karma
I'm the justice
Fuck your depression capitalism when you're facing your death
Your money won't buy your life, it's over
Not everyone can be saved
Not everyone deserves to live
None of these endings are good
You fool