never wanted

By GORESET

Released on September 18, 2021

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[Verse 1: k0a]

This is an ode to a life I'll never live

Moving mostly in silence

Spend all my time fighting


[Chorus: k0a]

Don't want to resort to the violence

But sometimes I get these ideas

And I can't help that I've fallen

I can't help that I'm diving

I can't help when I'm dying


[Verse 2: k0a]

But I won't fall alone

Yeah, I'm gonna fix this home

You were never strong

I just played along


[Refrain: k0a]

So now I lay to sleep with these thoughts in my mind

Fight with them all night (Something don't feel right)

I hope I make peace with them (If I can do it)

You will be alright (In another life)

You were almost fine (You were almost mine)


[Chorus: k0a]

Don't want to resort to the violence

But sometimes I get these ideas

And I can't help that I've fallen

I can't help that I'm diving

I can't help when I'm dying


[Refrain: k0a]

So now I lay to sleep with these thoughts in my mind

Fight with them all night (Something don't feel right)

I hope I make peace with them (If I can do it)

You will be alright


[Verse 3: VAEO]

Step by step and breath by breath, I'll walk alone from you

And every breath I take just makes me want revenge for what you put me through

Like waste of time, waste of time, all it is wasted time

Travel 'round the world and back again, just to make you all mine

All mine, I think about you all night

If you scared of my presence, I can't make it alright

Face down, drowning in my blood, wait for the world to end

Lifting up your shoulders at me when I try to grab your hand

Singed my skin off, treat me like I'm contraband

Never meant to hurt you, never meant to hurt you, never meant

And this was never the life that I wanted

And now I'm right back where I started

I built my life on a house of cards and

It took one word to blow it away


[Outro]

GORESET