Even Brutus turn Judas and kill Julius Caesar
Ex girl Cleopatra i couldn't seize her trust has been ether'd
Either i'm gonna kill somebody or myself i need some help
Lord give me a sign blessing from the divine
Mentally unstable i'm
Going crazy these thoughts have me hating lately
Everyone and everything who needs hell when life can bring
Pain, sloth, wrath, & gluttony
I think Satan is tempting me
So he can take my faith and..
& have the demons come get the best of me
Look in the mirror and be filled with pride & vanity
I turn my love into a dark twisted fantasy
I can hear the devil whisper in my ear
Feels like there's a boulder on my shoulder
I feel colder as i get older i wanna be less sober
I don't fucking know anymore what to do?
Where to go? Who to trust? Who to show?
The cards i was dealt with here's my hand
Is God working on a plan?
Maybe i need to read the Koran or the Bible damn!
I gotta ask why?
I thought we was cool
But Lucifer can turn anyone into a fool
Fake friend don't pretend you remind me of Damien
The omen flesh of our flesh but the blood of my blood
I can't even show them the moment i felt betrayed when
You grabbed the dagger and stabbed me in the back
As i confront you had a front
Poison running through my veins numb to the pain
The Lies people say to me don't even sound strange
I begin to rearrange
My focus on myself
Why be nice to everyone else
When the gonna look out for themselves
I let the demons come get the best of me
Look in the mirror and be filled with pride & vanity
I turn my love into a dark twisted fantasy
I can hear the devil whisper in my ear
Even the angel has a dark side I tried
Ignoring all the signs and continue to fly
But now i cry you cut off my wings
I fell from the sky
To see the truth behind your lies
The maleficent through your eyes
Oh well, sigh
Your lie humiliated me I was on the humble
Wonder why the arrogance came to be
In the mirror’s reflection now all you can see
Is a man who loathes himself with pride
Look over to my left shoulder
The Devil's beside
Confidence on cocaine Scarface mind frame
Who can i trust?
Just me and my word
I don't break em' for nobody
Now you can't look at me without feeling guilt
Cause i meant no harm as you killed
My feelings and emotions
Disrespected, dysthymia
I'm defected
Heart beats like a broken record
Pride
Greed envy lust
Pride
Pussy money weed
Pride
I've seen angels become angel dust
Pride
I let the demons come get the best of me
Look in the mirror and be filled with pride & vanity
I turn my love into a dark twisted fantasy
I can hear the devil whisper in my ear