[Verse 1]

I got everything that I ever wanted

Donuts in my Bimmer

Germany runs on Dunkin

But I still feel like I'm running from something

But nothing is wrong

I'm in a place where I know I don't belong

And even though I put myself here

They just want me gone

No one wanna listen til they end up wrong

No one wanna be friends until I drop a new song, feels like

[Hook]

I ain't looking forward cause I'm stuck in the past

My future's looking so good

But my brain says I'm dirt under grass

Think I'm in love with feeling like trash

Think I'm in love with feeling like trash

My brain says I'm dirt under grass

Think I'm in love with feeling like

I'm feeling like trash, I'm feeling like

[Verse 2]

Like you could buy the world

Your girl might be the raddest bad bitch

But if you the saddest always the maddest disposition in the room

It's gon be different listen

They will tell you it's a mindset

It's just your paranoia

You're a smart kid, you gotta find it

But when I tour it they just starin

I mean, physically and visually I blend in

Well I'm not thinking through the texts I'm sending

I'm overthinking it but now it's sinking in that

[Hook]

I ain't looking forward cause I'm stuck in the past

My future's looking so good

But my brain says I'm dirt under grass

Think I'm in love with feeling like trash

Think I'm in love with feeling like trash

My brain says I'm dirt under grass

Think I'm in love with feeling like

I'm feeling like trash, I'm feeling like

[Verse 3]

Brain split, so imma fake it

Crumble up these pages and they can't be fixed

So now I don't give a fuck

I'm running out of love

So I don't give a fuck

If there's anyone above

I said I don't give a fuck

Walked a thousand miles now my feet need a rub

This garbage misfit is the King Tut y'all been missing

But I still feel so fucking distant

With a separation that's way more than it's been

When I'm in the lights I'm hissing

Cause I been in my dark room reminiscing

On all the times I used to have and all the laughs I used to have

The hardest part of moving forward must be losing all of that

[Hook]

I ain't looking forward cause I'm stuck in the past

My future's looking so good

But my brain says I'm dirt under grass

Think I'm in love with feeling like trash

Think I'm in love with feeling like trash

My brain says I'm dirt under grass

Think I'm in love with feeling like

I'm feeling like trash, I'm feeling like

[Outro]

Brain says I'm dirt under grass

I'm feeling like trash

I'm feeling like trash

I'm feeling like trash