[Verse 1]

If I look like I'm smiling, that's not what it was

I took something too strong and I think I'm in love

Make a toast to my plug, I was feeling too much

Oh god, it feels good to be numb

I can't shake the darkness, tried since I was young

I'm far too nostalgic, I blame where I'm from

I'll be gone by the morning 'cause I'm born to run

Oh god, it feels good to be numb

[Chorus]

I'm so alone

And no one knows

On my own, oh no

God, it feels good to be numb

[Verse 2]

Called my grandma and mother, they said I look dead

And I won't disagree, it's a mess in my head

I can't live in the moment, I'm scared of the end

Oh, what would I do without them

I was the life of the party, now I hardly speak

Fill my cup with regrets and haunted memoriеs

I pour up this poison so sweet on my tongue

Oh god, it feels good to be numb

[Chorus]

I'm so alone

And no onе knows

On my own, oh no

God, it feels good to be numb

[Outro]

Crossed out my tattoo, I don't wanna "die young"

But I'm still so afraid, I don't wanna grow up

Make a toast to my plug, I was feeling too much

Oh god, it feels good to be numb