Miserable High - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

She read my mind

Her hand in mine told me we could pretend for awhile

We danced all night

But she said she misses the way that she danced as a child

Do I have to die

To feel alive?

Take my life from time to time?

A truth and a lie

I apologize, I'll make it right

[Pre Chorus]

And I don't know what's in my cup

But I feel it running through me

I don't think I've had enough

I still see my shadow looming

So tonight I'm giving up

Either way I know I'm losing

This is how I run, how I run

[Chorus]

But I'll be fine

I'll be fine

I'll bury that voice in the back of my mind

I'll be fine

I'll spend my lifе in a miserable high

[Verse 2]

She slurs hеr speech

But I see

Sobriety's sadness in her eyes

And I say

This isn't me

She says "boy do you know what you sound like?"

Do I have to die

To feel alive?

Take my life from time to time?

A truth and a lie

I apologize, I'll make it right

[Pre Chorus]

And I don't know what's in my cup

But I feel it running through me

I don't think I've had enough

I still see my shadow looming

So tonight I'm giving up

Either way I know I'm losing

This is how I run, how I run

[Chorus]

But I'll be fine

I'll be fine

I'll bury that voice in the back of my mind

I'll be fine

I'll spend my life in a miserable high

[Bridge]

I was someone's son

Now I'm a sad addictive fuck

The boy I was

Abandoned me alone and drunk

Goodbye little one

I don't know what's in my cup

But I feel it, I feel it

I don't think I've had enough

I still see my shadow looming

So tonight I'm giving up

Either way I know I'm losing

This is how I run, how I run

[Chorus]

But I'll be fine

I'll be fine

I'll bury that voice in the back of my mind

I'll be fine

I'll spend my life in a miserable high

[Outro]

And I'll be

I'll be

And I'll be

And I'll be fine