I- I just can't anymore

I can't see what takes so long

I just wanna sing this song

You made me up as your fool

But I don't wanna wait for you

I don't wanna do this anymore

I just wanna lie down on the floor

Don't you see that I

Did what I wanted to

And I saw what, it did to you

And I'm not, I'm not sorry

Don't you see that

I'm who I want to be

And now you got me here wasting time

I just wanna move

On fucking after

Were backwards

So call me selfish

Im melted

In the city of the back of the bus

U said im helpless

Im falling

Youre crawling

But its way too late

Cuz the devil stopped calling

Couldn’t care enough about the

About my feelings or the dreams you left me

Colorless and broken, but now I got some

New friеnds with me

Calling out your name

Just to see you go away girl

I'll be going far away

Got nothing in my way, nah

All your words

Arе stuck with me

Going to the rooftop

Getting wasted in the dark

When all these days were on me

I would never fall apart

You’re wasting time you should be winning

You said you tried but no you didn’t

You’ll be wishing your never quit

It’s just easy swimming

After you commit

Oh woah

Oh woah

You have to try

Sweet love of mine

Mine

Hold up wait a second, yeah I need to take it serious

3 am, sleepy time, I'm feeling delirious

Everybody gets a little sad on occasion

Then they turn to drinking, it's ok in moderation

You could be addicted to a certain kind of sadness

Til that pent up anger turn around and turn into some madness

I been up at night I'm working hard, I'm working for a dime

I been working hard, so you know I'm not wasting time

And now you got me here wasting time

I just wanna move

On fucking after

Were backwards

So call me selfish

Im melted

In the city of the back of the bus

U said im helpless

Im falling (You have to try)

Youre crawling

But its way too late

Cuz the devil stopped calling (Sweet love of mine, mine)

I just want to be myself

I don't wanna be someone else

I just want to be myself

I don't wanna be someone else

I don't care

Cause I'm not in my prime

I don't care

As long as I don't waste my time