[Verse 1]

Everyday now I'm feeling grey, all mixed up and I don't feel the same

I carry around this heavy weight, it's too late but i need to change

I need to feel like i can breathe, i need to feel like i can be, i need to feel on my own i can just be me

I know I'm selfish, i need a friend who doesn't need me, i need a girl who can see me weekly, i need a society that would treat me gently, i need more listeners so they can feel me , i need another girl that wants to please me

I need my mom around all the time she the only one i know that can teach me

How to be strong, and i don't say it enough but god knows I'm thankful

You're still alive but mom i feel like you my guardian angel

You taught me how to handle, Every situation even when I was a handful, you still loved me when i felt dark you were the only candle

[Verse 2]

I still remember back in 06, i did a lot but i was still a kid

Fast forward in 2010, i might do something with this music thing

"I gotta be honest" that's what I told myself, i was looking for my shot didn't want no help

All on my own I'm self made, y'all just self hate, you gotta love yourself

I'm depressed

I know I'm what I'm worth but i never get it, i see less people put in my position, Doin what i do, tryna pull it through, they just never said it

Let's exchange shoes and try to walk in mine, how would you feel when the whole city ignores your shine

When you making numbers but ain't worth a dime, when you send them links but you ain't worth the time

When you making move but ain't smoked the pipe

Let's see then dawg how far you'll walk

When the fireworks don't display no more

When you cringe a lot

When you can't cry cuz the tears have dried

When you feel like it doesn't matter how hard you tried

When you feel like you got no one by your side

Let's see then how far you'll walk