[Hook]

Holy spirit had me chastized, chastized

Heavy waters like I'm baptized, baptized

Self-conscious 'til it backfires, backfires

I'm just tryna handle life, I'm just tryna get it right

Say you feel me?

[Verse 1]

Ain't nobody is perfect, still people do not forgive

Treat this everything like anything, so too quick they dip

And I know that I'm special so many days I forget

My accomplishments, it's evident I never can rest

She said I'm hard on myself but truth is I know I'm foolish

This odyssey got me feeling like this movie by Kubrick

Not used to be on my Jesus, my tеndencies of a Judas

Used to liе to myself a lot but now I'm the truest

So is it right, baby can we vibe? I don't overthink it

Say tonight, you'll be by my side? I don't think I'm worth it

Still I know, I am way too dope and I am the oddest

Oh my lord, how can I confess? This girl is a goddess

[Hook]

Had me chastized, chastized

Heavy waters like I'm baptized, baptized

Self-conscious 'til it backfires, backfires

I'm just tryna handle life, I'm just tryna get it right

Holy spirit had me chastized, chastized

Heavy waters like I'm baptized, baptized

Self-conscious 'til it backfires, backfires

I'm just tryna handle life, I'm just tryna get it right

Say you feel me?

[Verse 2]

God let me right my wrong

God let me right this song, it

Took a brother way too long, to

Realize I'm the one and

God let me give you praise

God don't hide your face

God you know my scars and

God you know my heart

I don't feel like I deserve this love I get, so I'm tryna give

Until I'm feeling empty, run me dry, think I'm lackin' drip

I'm all out of options, feel like I only cause problems

Yahweh I know you don't hate me

But I've been feeling that lately

I think that must be the devil, he's telling lies to my ear

I'm wrestling with these demons, so I cannot hear you clear

Until you pulled up with love and said "Gxdwin I'm here"

Jehova is by my side, nothing to fear

[Hook]

Holy spirit had me chastized, chastized

Heavy waters like I'm baptized, baptized

Self-conscious 'til it backfires, backfires

I'm just tryna handle life, I'm just tryna get it right

Holy spirit had me chastized, chastized

Heavy waters like I'm baptized, baptized

Self-conscious 'til it backfires, backfires

I'm just tryna handle life, I'm just tryna get it right

Say you feel me?