Released on February 14, 2020

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[Hook]

Hydrangeas flowing in the wind they dangerous

The red ones the color of my blood they cancerous

Bad luck flows through these flowers, endanger us

Not every single painting is so glamorous

Hydrangeas flowing in the wind they dangerous

The red ones the color of my blood they cancerous

Bad luck flows through these flowers, endanger us

Not every single painting is so glamorous


[Verse 1]

You remind me of the sun that melts through the snow

Every day without you always so dark and cold I don't really know

How to push on and break the mold without you here this ain't a

Future that I foretold

Your hair was the color of these embers of September, like the fire

In my heart that you reached by melting to the center tried to tell

You how I felt one drunken night in the summer but you played it

Off and told me it was for the better

"We shouldn't be together, we're just friends you have a temper

Remember you were my mender never greater so you can take

This to the heart and carve a hole in the center"


[Hook]

Hydrangeas flowing in the wind they dangerous

The red ones the color of my blood they cancerous

Bad luck flows through these flowers, endanger us

Not every single painting is so glamorous

Hydrangeas flowing in the wind they dangerous

The red ones the color of my blood they cancerous

Bad luck flows through these flowers, endanger us

Not every single painting is so glamorous


[Verse 2]

Infatuated with intoxication self medicating for obsessive

Tendencies these pills are my dependencies and I don't see myself

Living to the 70's

Remember when I told you I'm an addict you accepted something

I had never felt before when you started drifting it crushed my

Heartfelt rapport our bond didn't stay the same nevermore

Nevermore

We were supposed to go to Florida where the origin of our bond

Came into fruition but as we got older

I started having delusions of abscission and it took over now

I'm just a heartless musician