[Verse]

Put your glasses on when you look into my eyes

If you stare too deep, find the void that's in my mind

It's an eclipse everyday if the sun shines

Darken all the land there's no way to tell the time but

When I'm with you time really doesn't matter

It could be a bright day or a silent night it won't change a thing

Because I'm blinded by the light

And you might've stabbed me in the back

There's no way I won't fight

Acting like you love me why'd you do me like that

Sending all these heart eyes yet you still can't take it back

Like all the lies that you whispered in my ear that

We could be together going in to the new year

I don't do things out of love I do it for love

But you can't call me selfish I'm the definition of a dove

All I brought was peace when all you brought was war

But I fell hard I couldn't see through your Trojan Horse

I guess I was a blessing like you always said but

What good's a blessing if you always feel dead

I can't stop to smell the roses I'm too scared of the thorns

Cut myself too many times and now I'm growing horns and

You can smell the blood like a shark in the water

You can take my heart and brain just think of me like as a rotter

If it's easier, just pretend that you hate me

I already do, better than to question why you don't love me

Just use me, abuse me, do what you want with me

I could be your pet, you could cook my pound of flesh

Dominatrix in the bed I wish you never left, but

You're just a part of the tsukuyomi in my head

Idealized to a point of deity

I wanted you so bad, not just a valleity

Don't question the validity of my ardor

I was so close to taking you to the harbor

Y si ya se acabó

No lo ocultes, dímelo

No lo hagas peor

Cause I can't take no more of the tricks, of the kicks to my ribs

Of your lips and oh how I just wanna kiss under the next eclipse

Every star in the sky are just eyes that are staring down upon us

Waiting to arise I only hope that they take me in real nicely

Tell me it'll be okay real wisely

But that's another fantasy that's in my mental

Cause I know they won't be gentle, they'll be very judgmental but

I can pray that they show some empathy

'Long as they forgive me, of all my zealotry

Every word was a dagger that pierced my soul

I read the text a hundred times looking for your soul

After that day everything changed

Started looking for the signs to try and find my stein's gate

Everywhere I go I see another glitch in the matrix

Sometimes I think I belong on a crucifix

Feel the stigmata with the spear that's in my ribs

Remove me of my filth and you can feed it to the pigs

Maybe then, when I'm clean, I could be yours

Take you on a flight, we could go to the Azores, or

Maybe I should say Azores, eu sei que ce fala portugues, and

We'll switch it back with ease

I'm getting tired of the begging all the praying that I've done

I'm not asking for a lot of things just one

For you to be mine and be mine forever

Soul ties remember we're connected by a tether, least

That's what I assumed when everything was fine

I think this time the bull was killed by the gemini

Eaten by the crabs there's no balance in this life of mine

Tip the scales over maybe this was all just by design

If this was manufactured from the start I got a couple questions

Why'd you leave me on this lone highway with no direction

Cause I can't seem to find my way out of here

Feels like forever but it's only really been a year

A year of pain a year of dreams a year of love

A year of lies and I've felt the whole spectrum trying to be that guy

I've remodeled myself a thousand times and

Everyone was still rejected in this world line

Maybe in another I'm not a victim

A victim of my complexes I can finally reach my apex and let go

Fall into the void or I'll fall into your heart which one I'll never know