Released on December 13, 2020

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[Verse 1]

Time to put my pride aside

I hide my real self inside

Nobody knows what's going through my mind

I don't like myself on the outside, I can't deny that

I actually have problems with that, I'm never confident

Always wonderin' "Can I do better?", "What's wrong with me?"

"Why are a lot of people not liking me?"

Sayin' I look stupid and think I'm just a dummy

You think I'm just here to hear your bullshit? You're wrong buddy

My whole fucking life I've been dealing with bullies

But now I'm screaming "Fuck 'em all!"

Time to put them in a hole, no love

Fuck Cupid, I really hate myself

That's why I'm using rap as a gateway

To get away from this hell

Holdin' back my tears in front of my peers

So I don't show my fears

Or I'll be stuck in one position, like rusty gears

I just don't care about shit anymore

Fuck this, fuck that, fuck life I-


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[Verse 2]

You don't know what it's like, having only one goal

No plan B, that's why I'm gonna give my all

For as long as I can, before I go somewhere 'cuz I didn't win

I don't wanna live a life with broken dreams

Working 9-5 just to buy things that I eat

But the feeling of defeat is gonna eat me

I know this won't be easy, but I need it

That's why I won't stop, until I stop breathing

I really don't care about the mansions and cars

I just want it to be enough to feed me

My biggest dream is hearing people

Screaming my lyrics that I've written

Everybody with me singing, reaching

I hope one day I get to say "I did what I wanted"

Pop open the champagne and pour it

(Oh shit its my inner beast, he's coming)


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[Verse 3]

Who the fuck said I was powerless?

Popping shit, rocking shit, rocket ship

Crashing in your fantasies, there's no stopping me

I broke the lid, I broke free like Freddy Mercury

I'm not a genie, but you are petty and pathetic like Aladdin is

And there is no princess in this story, so you can fuck off bitch

I'm here for the glory, no sorries, psychotic, never cocky

Punch lines as hard as Rocky's

A bit old school, like walkie talkies. Do you copy?

Bombing everybody- Nagasaki

A walking kamikaze

So naughty, prolly gon' make you go potty

Always fighting, call me Ali or Ghandi

I put the pen to the pad so hard

Imma tear the page in half and break my arm

Imma never relax, I gotta push to the max

Every time I write, I leave hot tracks

I'm tearing buildings apart, making them collapse

I snap when I grab the pen, make a banger

You blast that? What's that?

You don't like it, I take your tongue like a cat, then put it in a jar

I aim for the moon and shoot for the stars

I'm going back now and one last thing

To the people who said I was a class clown

And a delusional kid who'll never make it

Fuck ya'll!


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[Outro]

I want to break free from the demons that follow me

I can't keep them in me for eternity

Maybe I should just let them be

(Let them be, let them be)