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[Verse 1]
Time to put my pride aside
I hide my real self inside
Nobody knows what's going through my mind
I don't like myself on the outside, I can't deny that
I actually have problems with that, I'm never confident
Always wonderin' "Can I do better?", "What's wrong with me?"
"Why are a lot of people not liking me?"
Sayin' I look stupid and think I'm just a dummy
You think I'm just here to hear your bullshit? You're wrong buddy
My whole fucking life I've been dealing with bullies
But now I'm screaming "Fuck 'em all!"
Time to put them in a hole, no love
Fuck Cupid, I really hate myself
That's why I'm using rap as a gateway
To get away from this hell
Holdin' back my tears in front of my peers
So I don't show my fears
Or I'll be stuck in one position, like rusty gears
I just don't care about shit anymore
Fuck this, fuck that, fuck life I-
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[Verse 2]
You don't know what it's like, having only one goal
No plan B, that's why I'm gonna give my all
For as long as I can, before I go somewhere 'cuz I didn't win
I don't wanna live a life with broken dreams
Working 9-5 just to buy things that I eat
But the feeling of defeat is gonna eat me
I know this won't be easy, but I need it
That's why I won't stop, until I stop breathing
I really don't care about the mansions and cars
I just want it to be enough to feed me
My biggest dream is hearing people
Screaming my lyrics that I've written
Everybody with me singing, reaching
I hope one day I get to say "I did what I wanted"
Pop open the champagne and pour it
(Oh shit its my inner beast, he's coming)
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[Verse 3]
Who the fuck said I was powerless?
Popping shit, rocking shit, rocket ship
Crashing in your fantasies, there's no stopping me
I broke the lid, I broke free like Freddy Mercury
I'm not a genie, but you are petty and pathetic like Aladdin is
And there is no princess in this story, so you can fuck off bitch
I'm here for the glory, no sorries, psychotic, never cocky
Punch lines as hard as Rocky's
A bit old school, like walkie talkies. Do you copy?
Bombing everybody- Nagasaki
A walking kamikaze
So naughty, prolly gon' make you go potty
Always fighting, call me Ali or Ghandi
I put the pen to the pad so hard
Imma tear the page in half and break my arm
Imma never relax, I gotta push to the max
Every time I write, I leave hot tracks
I'm tearing buildings apart, making them collapse
I snap when I grab the pen, make a banger
You blast that? What's that?
You don't like it, I take your tongue like a cat, then put it in a jar
I aim for the moon and shoot for the stars
I'm going back now and one last thing
To the people who said I was a class clown
And a delusional kid who'll never make it
Fuck ya'll!
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[Outro]
I want to break free from the demons that follow me
I can't keep them in me for eternity
Maybe I should just let them be
(Let them be, let them be)