[Verse 1]
When all the ones you knew
Become the types you'd look to
For inspiration, not finding support
It's you that they've outgrown
And yet, you've always known
This game of catch-up, you've played it before, before
[Chorus]
So try, just try again
'Cause what you need is a friend
That loneliness, it's an open secret
You claim to be a soldier fighting a beast, that's self-inflicted
When's it my turn, when is it my turn?
To renew the me that's lost among the burns
When's it my turn, when is it my turn
To bе cast astray?
[Verse 2]
And I try to think, but it's hard to breathе
So I try to stop, but can't help but see
How the grip we've got on our friendship's slipping, shaky, shaky
Turn the days to weeks to now several months
Turn to fear you'd scoff at what I've become
Turn to shutting out all the noise that's
Coming from outside my room
And I try to think, but it's hard to breathe
So I try to stop, but can't help but see
How the grip we've got on our love is slipping, shaky, shaky
Turn the days to weeks to now several months
Turn to fear you'd scoff at what I've become
Turn to shutting out all the noise that
Tells me I'm not alone
[Chorus]
So try, just try again
'Cause what you need is a friend
That loneliness, it's an open secret
You claim to be a soldier fighting a beast, that's self-inflicted
When's it my turn, when is it my turn?
To renew the me that's lost among the burns
When's it my turn, when is it my turn
To be cast astray?
[Verse 3]
I know it's been quite a while
And I know that I miss your smile
Even if you think that nobody could care less
And yet, if they did, you'd only feel as though you're wasting all our time
You're worth more than that to me
Please don't atrophy, locking yourself inside those awful walls
The only one that you hurt, know it's your own heart
Somebody's waiting when you're ready to go
[Verse 4]
I'm holding them back
Let's leave it at that
So leaving is my destiny
They're calling your phone, don't want you alone
So know that it's yours to answer