Released on October 29, 2020

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[Intro]

I've been losing rest, I've been counting my sheep

And I've been taking melatonin just to catch me some sleep

And I've been wasting serotonin but, hey, at least it's free

And you could say that it's different, you're still dead to me


[Chorus]

And I'm an asshole, two-faced

I've been steady tripping over my own shoelace

And every single problem in my head goes two ways

That boy got a cover-up girlfriend, touché

Wouldn't wanna lose me

And I'm an asshole, two-faced

I've been steady tripping over my own shoelace

And every single problem in my head goes two ways

That boy got a cover-up girlfriend, touché

Wouldn't wanna lose me


[Verse]

She been trying to drive down the highway, six-speed

I've been tryna lighten it up 'til I'm six feet

She been light drinking all night so she tipsy

Her father been spending all night wondering is she gonna be alright

Or is she gonna spend the night with someone

She don't really like? It's fucked up

She don't really mind, it's young love

Tell me, have you ever took a shot in the dark?

I took a shot to my head to match the hole in my heart

And I'm so tired, lately lying to my friends and my family

And I'm so scared to open up but I think that's just the man in me

And my head is filled with dark thoughts, hooks, and profanities

I've been losing myself in my brand-new reality

I've been losing my grip, I've been wasting humanity

And your boyfriend still texts 'cause I think he a fan of me, oh


[Bridge]

No, no, no

No, no, no

Uh, yeah, yeah (Woah)

Uh, uh-uh (Haha)


[Chorus]

And I'm an asshole, two-faced

I've been steady tripping over my own shoelace

And every single problem in my head goes two ways

That boy got a cover-up girlfriend, touché

Wouldn't wanna lose me

And I'm an asshole, two-faced

I've been steady tripping over my own shoelace

And every single problem in my head goes two ways

That boy got a cover-up girlfriend, touché

Wouldn't wanna lose me