[Verse 1]

It just hasn't felt the same in the same way it used to, no

I suppose that that's just something I've just gotta get used to now

Close my eyes and do whatever I imagine that you'd do, but I

I'm not sure, I'm not sure

[Chorus]

Because everybody's happy and with everybody laughing

I can't help feeling like I abandoned you

I wish I could've gone instead of you

It sounds a bit macabre because it's true

'Cause there's a certain pain in everything I do

[Verse 2]

Someonе told me, "Let the pain go"

Almost punchеd him in his face, though

If I let go of the pain, I might cease to know your name

It's been so damn long

I can't picture your face, I've been so damn wrong

In so many ways

I've been holding on

That will never change, it's all for you

[Chorus]

Because everybody's happy and with everybody laughing

I can't help feeling like I abandoned you

I wish I could've gone instead of you

It sounds a bit macabre, because it's true

'Cause there's a certain pain in everything I do

[Outro]

But I don't like to talk about it

Everyone tip-toes around it

Feels like they're tip-toeing 'round you

All I ever really know is

All I ever really know is

It's all for you, you, you, you