[Verse 1: Gizmo]

Shit, I still miss my fam and my friends

But, I swear that most of all I miss my bro Lil Spence

Whip the Acura out the pad smoking Newport cigarettes

I still think about those times

Little stress it was the best

But, now I gotta grow up

But, I'm still wasting my money on green stuff to roll up

You can eat my dick if ya don't know us

And I still ain't shit, but I ain't gonna slow up now

Codeine, high - c, backwoods full of terps

I'm without a place to be (place to be)

Feels like I'm living in a dream

But I'm missing the feeling of when I had you next to me, girl (next to me)

Nah wait, fuck every stupid bitch that twisted, ripped my life to shits

That's a pain that I’ll never forget (never)

I'm great, I could lie until I'm rich

If you granted me wish I wouldn't take that shit cause (no)

[Hook: Gizmo]

I never fucked with my life, and there ain't a single thing

That could make it all right

Every day I'm up all night, with the music in my head

It's the only thing I like

It's so hard to love me, you don't wanna look at me I'm fuckin ugly

Fuck me, let me disintegrate

Deep into the soil and deteriorate

[Interlude]

"Progress when that old drill goes in

I'd almost rather go to the dentists than anywhere wouldn't you? Yeah

Now, no novocaine. It dulls the senses."

[Verse 2: Barren]

Before I say a word

Please listen close this time

I said this all before

But I've really lost my mind

I know you're always worried

My fingers look so blurry

Crossing over to a new world

I love the way you look so lovely

My self-worth is so ugly

I am absolutely nothing

Contradicting thoughts read back on the screen

Makes no sense to me

It’s all a dream

Can’t be thinking all these dreadful thoughts about you and me

I’m living in a void now

Just testing all my patience with no one to try and say shit

It’s just a statement

That I’m making

Please no mistaking