I would have saved you if I could

I guess that's the problem with this story

Months turned into years

The bond we had was broken

I'll never forget the promise we made

It seems like I'm always apologizing

I should have been there

We should've been there

It wasn't like you to think that way

A mind bound in chains, searching for escape

Even I couldn't see the hell you were facing

You pulled the trigger and never said goodbye

And with one shot you were gone, you left us bearing grief

Did you even think of the effect that this would have on me

I blamed myself for so long and nothing heals with time

It's hard to grasp these thoughts in an invisible mind

Losing you is making me lose my mind