Sitting on this hardwood floor with my back against your bedroom door

I still feel you in my bones and smell you on my clothes

You're still inside my head finding ways to break the quiet

Repeating words that you said

I’d give anything for silence

I still shake and shiver under duress

I still find myself shaking

Still hoping that you'll miss me 'cause you’re still here in my dreams

And everyday now seems endless

Your sides not as warm as it used to be

'Cause this room is growing colder yet familiar to me

Those flaws you once loved are still part of who I am

But you couldn't love them anymore

You just couldn't pretend

You chose the lie of someone else's attention

No you just couldn't pretend

No one will love me half as much as I love them

I still leave the light on your side of the bed

Your pillows still indented from the last time that it held your head

I still leave the light on