Released on January 21, 2024

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[Chorus]

And I've been so alone ever since you left my side

And that's just how it goes, shoulda read it from the signs

Never said I was a saint

But at least I could redeem

Now you're steady gone

Turn your back away from me

And I've been so at home

Always stay inside

And that's just how it goes 'cause I like a lonely vibe

And if time heals pain

Then I'm feeling so surprised

'Cause it's been just a week and I'm finally feeling right


[Verse 1]

Talk 'bout unconditional love

Then you push me to the wayside

Girl, I wish you'd understand that part of love meant sacrifice

All I had was good intentions until you threw off the balance, yeah

Always hoped to see things through even if it was a challenge, yeah

And we both know that there's two sides

But nobody knows the truth

'Cause you've been walking around spreading the lies that you do

And you always turned your back when I was hurting

Don't think I'll forget

Father pushed me to my limit

Girl, now tell me what did you expect?


[Chorus]

And I've been so alone ever since you left my side

And that's just how it goes, shoulda read it from the signs

Never said I was a saint

But at least I could redeem

Now you're steady gone

Turn your back away from me

And I've been so at home

Always stay inside

And that's just how it goes 'cause I like a lonely vibe

And if time heals pain

Then I'm feeling so surprised

'Cause it's been just a week and I'm finally feeling right


[Verse 2]

I hope you find someone better

Maybe twice good as what I could do

Because nothing ever seemed enough

Even when it was all for you

Thought there was something so romantic about fighting for "the one"

But I'm looking back and really you just never gave a fuck

'Cause I never got invited and I'm glad I never did

'Cause all your friends seemed to hate me when I tried to make amends

And I'm sorry 'bout your homelife

I know it wasn't the greatest

But when you pulled up I could tell that you forgot what my name is

Anniversary gift in my hand as my heart got broken

Didn't even get the chance just to say what I'd been hoping

And you wanna still be friends?

Man, fuck all of that shit

And I thought you were the one

Never thought it'd end like this

I'm sorry