[Chorus]
High top Vans
Fourth of July
Caught up in the middle
Why you caught up in my eyes?
ACES 35
Nobody on the list
I've been looking at my commas
But the commas contradict
You never feel enough
It never fills you up
I've been flying on a mountain that is seven feet above
Because your dad says I'm a fake
And I don't wanna wait
Because I've been catching strangers when the strangers wanted me
[Verse 1]
Chase me, hate me
That's a surprise
I caught you caught up in the middle
But you're caught up in the lies
Tightrope, repeat it
Then convince me you're right
I caught you stumbling and tripping over every lie
You say I grew up pretty fortunate
My mind not so much
Always see pictures in my mind
Either it's a blessing or it sucks
And it's hard to stay grateful when this shit feels like a curse
Sinking deeper and deeper when I think it can't get any worse
I've got these problems with my body
Got these problems with myself
I haven't felt alive since fifteen
I miss it all so well
And I wish I was anybody that wasn't myself
'Cause I wake up every morning wishing I was someone else
I know her family hates my guts
My family thinks I'm a wreck
I know her dad wants me in hell
And her mom wants me in debt
And I've been trying hard just so I could finally reconnect
But ever since I was seventeen, I never got a chance
So fuck it
[Chorus]
High top Vans
Fourth of July
Caught up in the middle
Why you caught up in my eyes?
ACES 35
Nobody on the list
I've been looking at my commas
But the commas contradict
You never feel enough
It never fills you up
I've been flying on a mountain that is seven feet above
Because your dad says I'm a fake
And I don't wanna wait
Because I've been catching strangers when the strangers wanted me
[Verse 2]
Never went to college either
What a certified fuck-up
Never fucked with any job because it ain't worth the hustle
"You never care about shit, what's the matter with you?"
The funny part is that they couldn't be further from the truth
Live your life for the money
I live life for jet planes
Always been the camouflage type
No one knows my name
'Cause my cats and my girl the only fuel for my love
I fucking hate my hometown
Where's the spots that I love?
I'm sick and tired of being muffled out
It's making me sad
Never cared for the ops
Oh damn, what a drag
Never needed any percs 'cause that shit makes me sad
Always been the malcontent type
That's just how I am
With the lights out in Paso, nobody is sad
I've been tryna stay cold
Get some money on a man
Hold my ground when these people try to change who I am
Because not too many people in this planet understand
[Chorus]
High top Vans
Fourth of July
Caught up in the middle
Why you caught up in my eyes?
ACES 35
Nobody on the list
I've been looking at my commas
But the commas contradict
You never feel enough
It never fills you up
I've been flying on a mountain that is seven feet above
Because your dad says I'm a fake
And I don't wanna wait
'Cause when the lights turn down, I'm the fool who stayed
[Bridge]
Keep me apart from me and my friends
I'll be here until this ends
Keep me apart from me and my friends
I need dopamine, I need dopamine
Keep me apart from me and my friends
I'll be here until this ends
Keep me apart from me and my friends
I need dopamine, I need dopamine
So fuck it
I'm on the double
I spent my life just to get into some trouble
Get out your bubble
We're not friends
You put me down just so you could get ahead