Woke up from a night terror I’ll elucidate

I don’t do drugs just hallucinate

In my lucid state and that's through the day

Still the night time is pretty cool to me

Everything moving yet illusory

And usually

A little twisted’s something you would say

A little crazies what they used to state

And the roads are veering at a standstill

So no school today

I can’t drive like my point across

I can’t hide at this point I’m lost without foolery

I might intersect with your inner sect

As I do with faith the moves I make

I might silhouette yo intellect

But I wonder what my minds gonna pull today

I have a fear of white walls

Itchy socks and sedatives

A monster hides in my corner eye

My third one told me let it live

And yeah I did without a question

Maybe I shouldn’t be so accepting

How can I believe that there’s no deception

Now I’m second guessing

Now I’m second guessing

Hold up

What’s the question

Swirling ‘round my fingertips

I sit in bed and play with broken air

It burns a bit yet I loathe to care

They say it’s not yet I know it’s there

It’s so unfair

At least to me

How people leave when I overshare

That I hear music from heaven’s gate

And whispers from the devils' lair

Sunshine is my enemy

Sleeping lowers my energy

Pacing hastens my synergy

With my inner me

His identity’s in my memory

We haven’t spoken in a century

At least it seems

Was it yesterday

Or the twenty teens

Delusions having false, fixed beliefs

Despite evidence to the contrary

Hallucinations

Such as hearing voices

Or seeing things that aren't there

Impaired communication and speech

Bizarre or unusual behavior

Symptoms of depression or mania

Impaired occupational, academic and social functioning

Problems with managing personal care

Including cleanliness and physical appearance

Suicidal thoughts

Social isolation

Unemployment

Anxiety

Drug use