Released on December 19, 2018

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You've been on my mind since that night when we met

Since the first time we kissed since the day that you left

My life’s been a wreck I want you back

But I know that I won't nope I just can't

You’re bad for my health girl that is a fact

You darkened my soul my heart is so black

If I could go back and change one thing

I never would have let you close to me

I thought I could trust you with my love

I guess it never really meant that much

To you only me missy girl of my dreams

I literally see you every time I'm asleep

Yet you always leave but I still search

I miss you so much my insides hurt

I wish you nothing but the best good luck

Yup adios baby farewell to our love

I forgive you

For the pain that I feel

Handing me with this deal

Life got really real

I forgive you

For all of the stress

I'll admit I'm a mess

I gave it my best

I forgive you

For the tears that I've shed

All the nights that I've wept

All that faith that I spent

I forgive you

Please forgive me

I have to let you go and set us free

Know this one thing you were my everything

We evolved from so much more than a fling

That space in between us grew so wide

I tried nearly died so I could make that drive

With you by my side this life made sense

Ever since we split shits been intense

I live in suspense thinking i'll get a text

Any sec but I don't yet I still check

For three long years cheeks soaked wet in tears

Wishing everyday you were still here

I fear that I might feel this way forever

I remember what we had was so interstellar

I never will forget what you have done

I’m done feeling bad I have to move on now

Farewell forever so long wanderlust

Thank you so very much now I’ve learned how to love

I forgive you

For the pain that I feel

Handing me with this deal

Life got really real

I forgive you

For all of the stress

I'll admit I’m a mess

I gave it my best

I forgive you

For the tears that I've shed

All the nights that I've wept

All that faith that I spent

I forgive you

Please forgive me

I have to let you go and set us free

I forgive you

For the pain that I feel

Handing me with this deal

Life got really real

I forgive you

For all of the stress

I'll admit I’m a mess

I gave it my best

I forgive you

For the tears that I've shed

All the nights that I've wept

All that faith that I spent

I forgive you

Please forgive me

I have to let you go and set us free

Please

I have to go

I have to go

I have to go

Adios