One of them days wet from the rain but

Dry from the pain due to loss of the game

Thoughts lost in a maze due to too much strain

Exhale and relax for some hope to reclaim

Some sense made of sane while I feel this way

But I can't so I backtrack back towards rage

Then hate on myself and everything

That helped me create this ball and chain

Since all in the end there be no one to blame

But myself and the way that I choose to behave

On them days when I feel like a goddamn slave

Keep thy fist anywhere but the boss mans face cause

I might fuck him up come one more thing

Outside his mouth I might just swing

Lay him down on ground what's wrong with me?

See normally I'm calm and happy

Something deep inside me has me asking

Why even bother just give up trying

Run while you can fuck mere surviving

What be the point when you can't pay the rent and

The fines that owe seat warrants on bench while

The wallet still flat no dollars and cents

Guts tied in a knot with a mind state tense

Makes me wanna say fuck this I quit

Instead I flip it to a fuck that shit

Then lift myself up out of this pit but

I slip lose grip then fall back in

Somebody please help no one within

Here lost in abyss I hear call this

Can see what I think nor feel and since

That mean only one thing here I live

While here I die so here I sit like

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why

I got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds up my window

And I can't see at all

And even if I could it'd all be gray

But your picture on my wall

It reminds me that it's not so bad

It's no so bad