[Intro: Bella]
U-U-UZIII hai kya?
Dil mein sab daba chuka, kisi se baat ni karta
Mujhko is duniya se kuchh khaas zyada farak ni padta, I guess
Ye khooni mere andar ek ghar bana ke rehta hai, I feel him
Ye shayad mere sapne hai jo mere aaine mein mera hi chehra lete hai
[Verse: Bella]
Lo jaan le lo agar ye theek lage, mai shaant khada rahoon
Ya phir kahi-suni baat bana rahoon, kisi ki aawaaz bana rahoon
Ye paagal hai jo mere liye jaan dene aa jaate hai
I see pain, ye itna grief, ye itna bojh jeena chahte hai
Mai maayoos ho jaata hoon jab ye cheeze mere saamne aati hai
Aankhein nam ho jaati hai, raatein sona chahti hai
Maan ke taane khaati hai, bas kar yaar
Mai laayak nahi hoon, gaayak nahi hoon, shaayar nahi hoon, waaqif nahi hoon
Shaamil nahi hoon, haazir nahi hoon, mai paagal nahi hoon yaar mai paagal nahi hoon
Is janam toh shayad mai kisi ke bhi laayak nahi hoon
Thodi daaru peene baitha toh koi yaad aa jaaye
Kisi bewafa ka call mere phone pe aaj aa jaaye
Use itna kosunga ki aankhein uski bhi ho nam
Mere ek-ek ghoont mein suroor aa jaaye
Aaj maan lo ke mere sar pe fitoor aa jaaye
Behosh hoon, meri maa ko ye kaun bole ke mai dukhi tha ya faansi lene wala tha?
Meri behen baithi kosegi ki, "Bhai, tu toh jeet ghar laane wala tha
Mere liye duniya ek karne wala tha, papa ki daaru chhudane wala tha
Meri college ki fees dene wala tha, ab kya hoga un baaton ka?"
Asal mein koi kisi ki pareeksha ni leta, sabhi kisi ko kuchh ni maante
Aansoon ke aage paise ka wazan hai, shaitaan ke aage log bhagwaan ke praan de
Mana kar khudko meri jeet mein shaamil hone se ya toh tod de ye nafrat aur abhi hume ek hone de
Mai likhu jaisa bhi, meri maa ko mujhpe naaz hone de
Meri zindagi ko jo bhi shraap mile use Deepak Singh AKA Bella ke naam hone de
Ya toh mashhoor hone de ya toh badnaam hone de
Is lahoo ka rang mitti mein milke goodha hone de
Samaaj ki soch ko kooda mat hone de, dost
Mujhe akela mat chhod, bachpan se meri saadgi kabu nahi hai
Aashiq hoon toh dhoke khaake zinda rehna laazmi bhi hai
Meri shaayari auro jaisi aam nahi hai
Maafi mere guroor
Agar shaayari hai toh kisi ki bhi aam nahi hai
Ye tera guroor hai ke shaayari aam hoti hai
Local dosto se meri baatcheet nahi hai
Door ke dosto ke paas chhote bhai ke liye time nahi hai
I feel alone
Mai is jung mein itna seh ke wapas jaane ko ready nahi hoon
Kyunki maine seekha aise logo se jo aaj bhi un galiyon mein hustle kar rahe
Koi ni dost hum jeetenge, ek din hum jeetenge
Ye baatein tere mere beech mein rakh kyunki sachi hai toh kadvi hongi, you know it
I still wish for humanity, I still wish for good future
Is se pehle ye sab khud mein lad ke ho jaaye destroy
I blame it one me, I blame it all only on myself
Kyunki raakh banke kisi ke sawaal ka jawaab toh naa dunga
Aakhir mar gaya toh yakeen rakhna mere jaisa kabhi dubaara naa dunga
Ye haqeeqat haina
Meri kaaynaat ko pata hai, mera naseeb kitna sateek haina
Mere brain mein ek machine haina jo mere dil ki naa sune, shhh
[Outro: Prabhash Joshi]
Bezubaan mai rahoon naa zindagi bhar
Suno khuda, karo mere sar pe koi aisa karam
Mere jazbaat mujhe har raat yu hi koste hai
Inki ye takleefein kar do khatam