Bye Bye - Intellectual

I closed my eyes to disease

Convinced myself that I don't mind

A rolling stone of hidden pleas balled into a landmine

How do I breathe with my hands on my own throat?

How do I cry a stream then drown when I know that I see a boat?

How do I end up sinking inside the warmth of all this praise?

How do I crash inside the steel when I was piloting the plane?

How do I glide with angel wings that's burning all up in the flames?

How do I never take a loss if all I'm playing is a game?

How do I throw myself in water, I never knew how to swim?

How do I ever cast a judgment when I'm seeping in the sin?

I closed my eyes to disease

Convinced myself I don't mind

A rolling stone of hidden pleas balled into a landmine

I saw a picture long ago

The smile has turned to rust

Told myself I won't explode with a molotov in my cup

Bye bye, crawling back to you

Awake, my baby

Am I a shell of what I was?

Staring in the drought of a sinner's cup

Lapping up my blood like it tastes of love

Am I a shell of what I left?

A saint forever marked by the devil's crest

Hands around my throat praying for a breath

Oh, neck, neck, neck, neck, neck

Do I deserve what is next?

Never observed from the deck

But from gallows

Hardly swimming, only sinking in the void

Saw your smiling teeth but they were only fangs to destroy

Breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe

In the dirt I can see

I am built on what I bleed

There’s a blade I can't sheathe

Slice my chest with the ease

I'm immersed in this sea

Is this your fur or is it me?

Black dog!