Lucidity - Intellectual

[Verse 1: Gem CoDE]

See I get up get out; now I'm on my way to you

Try to keep it simple; but shit, it sound so deep to you

Cruising through life with a loaded blut

Some days I wish it was a loaded gun...so I could

End the misery; wish i had a time machine to see

What the future holds for me

See, the present is a gift I would mind returning b

See, my baby mama left me and she took the kids too

Then I lost my job, lets just say that's strike two

Strike three would have to be my lack of sleep

Cause i've been grinding late trying to find a way to eat

See, I been thinking should I shoot?

Or put my feet in concrete

See if I can swim deep

Nigga, living ain't cheap

If the lord is my shepherd; guess that i'm that black sheep

My niggas tell me chill, my mind tell me different things

Like "nigga, jump. trust me you don't need the wings"

They say that angel sing..

I....I wonder what demons do

Wonder what demons do

I'm thinking twice look at a picture that my daughter drew

Damn, shes only two

Man, shes only two

Conscious screaming "stupid motherfucker SHOOT!"

They left five weeks ago and never thought about calling you

Nigga, they ain't missing you

You know what you should do?

Treat that ratchet like a flute, and blow your brains aways

And as he's shooting, the phone's ringing

Keeps ringing; rings again

And at this point his voice mail is answering..

Shorty on the other side..so passionate

Baby screaming,"where's daddy at? where's daddy at?"

See, daddy's posted up in a puddle of his blood

Crazy that he died thinking no one gave a fuck

All he needed was...love

All he needed was love