Oh someday I promise you will understand
Time will teach things you right now can't comprehend
Rest your weary mind
I'm sure you will find
Answers to the questions in your short lifetime
Heard this now and then frustrated I would get
Not realizing all the pain that lied ahead
What could go so wrong
Trapped in a war zone
Open wounds from all the bullets that were thrown
Nostalgia for the past why couldn't that last
Everything I thought I knew I never had
Innocent young heart
Never torn apart
Optimism for the game she's yet to start
Now that I'm on a roll the worlds taken control
And I'm stuck hoping that one day I'll find my home
A place where I feel safe
A place where I could stay
A place so good there'd be no need for an escape
Whoever you were
Feels lost for sure
Forced to mature
After seeing the gore
Miss how it felt
Before this life held
Me down as I fell
Continuing to yell
Trying to let go of the pain that follows
Though happened long ago how it affects me still shows
When something minors thrown then they'll all know (mm)
Time willows away less pieces remain
Accept that it can't stay y-yet it's still with me
Holding what is left
Don't want to forget
The good from back then before it had an end
Feelings like I'm stuck long for what I lost
Unsure how to adjust to changes that were caused
Wish I could take back
All that they now have
Wish I could go back block me being attached
Phrases in my mind (mind mind)
Phrases in my mind (mind mind mind)
Phrases in my mind repeating in my mind
Attempt for me to find in who I can confine
Difficult discussing to who I trust
Reasons why I clutch onto nothing much
Must keep my composure
Realize that it's over
Days where I get older will bring me my closure
Whoever you were
Feels lost for sure
Forced to mature
After seeing the gore
Miss how it felt
Before this life held
Me down as I fell
Continuing to yell
Continuing to yell
The innocence
That child
No fear
Just smiles
Before they silenced her
Before she got too hurt
Constant anxiety
Currently part of me
Needing more clarity
Need reassuring
Help save my sanity
I might go fucking crazy