No Way Out

By Geilt Zero

On Asylum

Released on January 13, 2017

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Just another day like any other day

When you’re in my shoes it all becomes the same

Is it worth my time or should I end it this way?

Can I really go through it all again?

I am broken and I can barely stand up

No one to talk to they just put their hands up

Washed away any trace of my existence

But, what if I acted out of persistence?

You'd never give a fuck if I was so stupid

How do you feel now you know that I knew this?

No, you can’t blame me for feeling so useless

It was you all along who was tying all the nooses

Is there any point? I’m too smart for suicide

At the same time too much pride to confide

Only choice left is to keep it all inside

Lock myself away in this fucking place I hide

Back here again to avoid the fucking planet

Seven billion and with all of you I’ve had it

How many times have you collapsed and cried?

Fuck this game - it just isn’t worth the fight

There’s water in my eyes, so why am I still here?

Nobody loves me, I ain’t really happy here

Then you try to claim that I’m insincere

That loneliness is nothing more than a fear

How can you know how lonely you’ve been?

It’s circumstantial to the company you keep

Nobody knows what the fuck it is you need

You couldn’t care less we’re supposed to be a team

Where the fuck are you when I’m feeling fucking down?

“Somewhere about and I’m always around”

Right now I need you, where the fuck are you now?

I’m struggling inside not to find a way out

Depressed as shit – that’s the only way it is

All you’ve done now is fuck our relationship

Don’t even say sorry because you couldn’t give a shit

Who am I kidding, this such a fucking wish?

For everybody else who can hear me on this song

Some of you might say that I need to move on

I will dwell where I like, and I will do it just as long

I couldn’t care less if you think it’s right or wrong

How many of you want to be in my business?

Claiming bullshit like you want to bear witness

What is this? Having me in stitches, bitches

The only thing you’ll find is a place on my shit list

Everything you did just to hear my history

Tell you in full and tell you this is me

Are you strong enough to hear about my misery?

Do you even care about my fucking privacy?

I’ve changed my mind - I think I’ll tell you this tale

Spinning in my brain and the flavour’s gone stale

So fucking dizzy I’ve come right off the rails

Some of you were laughing as you watched me fail

Sick in the head and lacking compassion

Queueing up to kick me like it’s going out of fashion

This is just a journey, but I have a map and

In my own asylum and this is how it happened