[Chorus]

They think I’m insane, you tell me I’ve changed

Yeah somedays it feels like I’m holding my breath

I went out of my way keeping you safe

You don’t know half of the secrets I’ve kept

Living with shame, from all of this pain

So what can I gain, when nothing is left?

Yeah, huh

What can I gain when nothing is left?

[Verse]

I come from a place of hardship, that’ll make you heartless

Stare out into space at the blazing scarlet

Sky so long til’ it fades to starlit, as I gaze the farthest

Black holes form, can’t escape the darkness

Whoo! I am not a man, a martian

But I channelеd the pain and became an artist

Quit now no I rathеr not

I done came too far to go back to rock bottom

With hand-me-down clothes

My family got, a pan or pot to piss

We ain’t have a lot but I’ll be

Damned if I’m a laughing stock

Had to elevate above it like an astronaut

But we ain’t blasting off no, I’ll blast the Glock

And leave a hole in your apple like a Macintosh

Catch a body with the pen, gotta be a sin

Even God must’ve wanted me to win when the odds were slim

Hit lottery and went against everyone who doubted me

I’m probably the hottest in the ring, ding ding

What’s your best shot? Took it on the chin

There’s no men alive on my level, better get in line

Bet I grind many times more when I’m energized

99 percent of everybody getting genocide

F-f-f-for real though, the ill flows, I killed those, far as skill goes

I’ma savage, deal blows, I willed my way up the ladder

Real close to the goal, but I gotta slay the dragon

Bilbo like Baggins, I cackle and laugh, inhale smoke

Relax and takes notes, the goat is now back

With a passion for rapping and cashing bank rolls

Thanos bout to go snap and take souls

Case closed, ripping a rap, I go demented

Like oh no, flow is so cold that it froze December

A co-defendant, I’ve come to go hit a home run

In the bottom of the 9th, bout to hold the pennant

But somedays feel I gotsta quit

When anxiety is something that I jostle with

The monster is inside a sarcophagus

In the pit of my stomach and esophagus

I yell

I live on the edge, I'm not scared of these heights

Close to the ledge

Think that I might fall and be dead by the end of the night

But this is the greatest I felt in my life, right

Heart of the fight, this is the part that I like

As I lay on the mic

'Til the fire and flames then ignite and I'm hyped

'Cause the mayhem and chaos excites

Spit flames motherfucker insane, got disdain

So quit playin’, bitch, I’m Rick James

When I spit a flow, I leave this shit in critical

May seem that y’ll are more fake than a titty with saline

I used to daydream on the train at eighteen

It made me go put out a videotape because

We was hoping that my city would rate thee

A-team, but instead, these idiots hate me

Found rap and I gave it a whirl

Middle finger aimed at the world

Sipping on moscato til’ the bottom of the bottle

Feelin’ hollow cause I got a lot of haters and it’s making me hurl

Sick of y’all always starting shit

You could push me up until my hard limit

Yeah but after that it ain’t just an argument

You getting Spartan kicked into a dark abyss

[Chorus]

They think I’m insane, you tell me I’ve changed

Yeah somedays it feels like I’m holding my breath

I went out of my way keeping you safe

You don’t know half of the secrets I’ve kept

Living with shame, from all of this pain

So what can I gain, when nothing is left?

What can I gain when nothing is left? Oh

[Outro]

We don’t got nothing to let go, I got no fuckin’ respect for

You let our lovin’ go next door

Fading out from us like echos calling my name

I hear them calling my name, think I’m insane

Demons are calling, I feel that I’m falling below