Lost

By Gawne

On Ghosts

Released on July 22, 2022

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[Chorus: Liv]

You left me here to die, I didn't wanna say goodbye

Don't wanna say goodbye, got no tears left to cry

You been on my mind and I cannot heal this time

I'm really not okay, inside, I've got no strength left to try


[Verse 1: GAWNE]

I'm not one to cry, but tears are spewing down

Left me here to die, and look I'm ruined, now

You been on my mind, I'm still confused about

So many damn things

It's been hard, without you around

As I trek this troubled path

3am on the highway, drivin' straight until I'm out of gas

Call your number, but you never hit me back

I'ma put this fuckin' car through a brick wall

I would rather crash

Than have to last without you, baby

I'm out my mind, fine, no doubt that I'm crazy

But, I yell at the sky

God, why is my heart now breaking?

We used to fight, and yell so loud

'Til the house was shaking

I'm fuckin' out of patience!


[Chorus: Liv]

You left me here to die, I didn't wanna say goodbye

Don't wanna say goodbye, got no tears left to cry

You been on my mind, and I cannot heal this time

I'm really not okay, inside, I've got no strength left to try


[Verse 2: GAWNE]

But to me

You were like my heroin high, arrogant guy

Who thought I would never lose you

It's embarrassing, can barely get by

My screws loose

You found a new dude, who treats you better than I used to

Can I ask you something personal, just as a friend?

Do you ever, even think about me, now and then?

Not on occasion? I guess, I'm probably wallowing

Kind of famous now, though loneliness is following

So I pop Klonopin, every fuckin' day, now

Guess, I got a problem, and I'll admit

But you ain't here to save me, though, I'm way down

Gobble every pill, and then I swallow

'Til the bottom of the bottle, and I lay down

They say that damage, from the past

Can be healed from the sands, of an hour glass

Time fixes all, right? Alright

Years pass, and I ain't really alright

Somewhere along this road, I done lost sight


[Chorus: Liv]

You left me here to die, I didn't wanna say goodbye

Don't wanna say goodbye, got no tears left to cry

You been on my mind, and I cannot heal this time

I'm really not okay, inside, I've got no strength left to try

You left me here to die, I didn't wanna say goodbye

Don't wanna say goodbye, got no tears left to cry

You been on my mind, and I cannot heal this time

I'm really not okay, inside, I've got no strength left to try