[Saek]
Seven, going 0 and seven, 0 and seven
Fuck a blessing' I won't go to heaven, go to heaven
I'm a loser, I'm a fucking loser, fucking loser
I'm a Judas and I'm fucking jealous, fucking jealous
I'm the ostrich who stuck his head in the sand and struck at oil
I drink the poison fit for royals
Spite's what I boil down to when you bring me up to a simmer
Computer screen illuminate my microwave dinner
Can't smoke can't drink, can't fuck neither
Happy 18th bitch, how you fucking feeling?
Like a garbage bag tryna hold a cinder block
And they wonder why I'm sick a lot (fuck)
Wonder why I sin a lot, gratification I need it quickly
I'm convinced I'm the shit, I'm convinced that I'm shitty
0, going seven and 0, seven and 0
Motherfucker, never you mind, never you know
[Bridge]
[Zaeko]
I'm a fraud and it's obvious, kamikazi into a bottomless pit
Self eminent kids, bury evidences
And a little bit thick in the skull
Heaven sent, lost my innocence, back into the cold
This village didn't know they raised an addict and a maniac
Irritated, twisted back because he miss the past
Wasted brain, gotta make it to fake it
If he's famous, then he’s aimless till his aim would be to make it back
Can't organize a thought inside his broken head, broke and scared
And he's quiet with his hope and fears, coke and tears
Everything movin too fast past him
Dastardly man, with a bastardly plan
Gone crass for the lack of a better adjective
Adamant, about his glasses and his ‘fits
On his nine to five biz cause he’s not sure of anything
Red face, gray enemies
[Outro, Bishop Malik]
I'm the last one to the party. I started early, I hate everybody - myself included
But roses are red and violets are blue, but -
Violets are actually violet, but what's that mean to you when you're colorblind
Like a new ass newspaper. I am who I am, and I am a piece of a shit
In a downward spiral, and the city is a toilet bowl
Like who the fuck are you to tell me who I am
I know who the fuck I am, and i fucking hate it
I am the fucking greatest, a paradoxical oxymoronic toxic-