Crumbling by FXCELESS

[Chorus]

I don’t understand, why it’s gotta hurt so bad

I don’t understand, why it’s gotta hurt so bad

I don’t understand, why it’s gotta hurt so bad

I don’t understand, why it’s gotta hurt so bad

[Verse 1]

Wish I never existed in the first place

My heart can’t really take all this fucking mess

You left my life in shambles yeah I had to crumble

Now I’m seeing double

All these pills I’ve taken

All my demons I’m really facing

After all that bullshit that kept on coming in

Suicidal state that keeps on creeping in

17 years old yeah I was drowning in

On the toilet left crying didn’t know what the fuck was wrong with me

But now I see

This is how it’s always fucking meant to be

Never really was happy from time to timе

Been wearing a mask ever sincе

[Verse 2]

Wish I never existed in the first place

My heart can’t really take all this fucking mess

You left my life in shambles yeah I had to crumble

Now I’m seeing double

All these pills I’ve taken

All my demons I’m really facing

After all that bullshit that kept on coming in

Suicidal state that keeps on creeping in

17 years old yeah I was drowning in

On the toilet left crying didn’t know what the fuck was wrong with me

But now I see

This is how it’s always fucking meant to be

Never really was happy from time to time

Been wearing a mask ever since

[Outro]

I don’t understand, why it’s gotta hurt so bad