Released on September 12, 2023

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[Verse 1]

Introduction to the wildlife, living in my dreams at night

Go back to sleep, roaches crawl into my mouth

9 Years old, not a day went by

I wake up, I throw up the bile

Carry me, I slept on the toilet seat


[Bridge]

What the fuck was wrong with me?

I made up so many stories

To explain the horrible feelings nobody believed in


[Pre-Chorus]

Pain's no stranger


[Chorus]

Rewind, I can finally guess what was happening

Cut up the pieces, put them together in a brand new way

I was sick and nobody helped me


[Post-Chorus]

Get it out, get it out

Something's inside mе

Get it out, get it out

I was sick and nobody helpеd me


[Verse 2]

My parents failed to know

This problem was eventually solved all on its own

Didn't seem so bad at the time

I was just a child, I couldn't have known


[Chorus]

Rewind, I can finally guess what was happening

Cut up the pieces, put them together in a brand new way

I was sick and nobody helped me


[Post-Chorus]

Get it out, get it out

Something's inside me

Get it out, get it out

I was sick and nobody helped me

(Hold me, hold me, hold me, hold me, lonely)


[Bridge]

All my confidence just rattles and shakes

Like my arms and legs and even my lips when I'm awake

I can't fight this all on my own

I was sick and nobody helped me

I was sick and nobody helped me

I was sick and nobody helped me

I was sick and nobody…


[Breakdown]

My independence stems from you not giving a fuck

Hold me


[Chorus]

Rewind, I can finally guess what was happening

Cut up the pieces, put them together in a brand new way

I was sick and nobody helped me


[Post-Chorus]

Get it out, get it out

Something's inside me

Get it out, get it out

I was sick and nobody helped me


[Outro]

I was sick and nobody helped me

You never, never helped me