I been keeping my mouth shut

I been praying for good luck

All my friends stay switched up

All the places we went to back then

I just was a skeleton

You just wanna manifest

I just wanna detest your thesis

Oh no

I'll just keep my mouth closed

Your opinions trump those

Words come back like sharp stones in my bones

Funny how the world you dreamt about

Looks a whole lot like how mine is now

I don't wanna go back

The words you said to me were like a violent disease

Hurting my intestine and evolving into greed

I dropped the things that made me happy then

And I'm wondering if any of it evеr even did

Keep my fucking name out of your mouth bitch

Samе as how it was back then

I don't know where the time went

No, no, no, no, no

Get off my dick

And out my phone

I'm happy now all home alone

There's a world outside I'd thought you'd know

A concept you should come to know

But I guess it's better put

When it's in the dark

You see I can't see shit

But the pain is sharp

All bloody now, a work of art

Your test subject has fallen hard

Places that we were back then

I don't think I can pretend

Nothing's coming out of this

So fuck your games and fuck your friends

I'm so cold

My body's a threshold

Working on myself though

Trying not to let go