[Verse 1]

I just get so numb when you stab me in my back

I don't know what to do, but one day I’ll get you back

I stalk you, I'm obsessed, just wanna see how this pans out

I've seen way too much, I’ve heard too much, think I'm mad now

I'm gone, my wrist so gone, I pray to God, won't be here long

Tell me it's wrong, it must be wrong to wish you death

It felt so right, I must be right, I do attest, test to my hate

I feel my hate strong as my love

[Bridge]

God, I'm doing what I can

Something tryna hold me back

God, I'm doing what I can

Something tryna hold me back

God, I'm doing what I can, something tryna hold me back

Something tryna hold me back

[Verse 2]

Drifting away, the abyss calls my name out

Still feel the same, still the same as I came out

No one should carе, it’s okay, I’m okay now

Sorrow, my torment, my death, it's my way—

Drift-drifting away, the abyss calls my namе out

Still feel the same, still the same as I came out

No one should care, it’s okay, I'm okay now

Sorrow, my torment, my death, it's my way out

[Outro]

Something tryna hold me back

(I just get so numb when you stab me in my back)

(I don't know what to do, but one day I’ll get you back)

(I stalk you, I'm obsessed, just wanna see how this pans out)

(I've seen way too much, I've heard too much, think I'm mad now)

It's okay, I'm safe now, lead in me, I lay down

I lost all my hate now, I bled out, I'm face down

It's okay, I'm safe now, lead in me, I lay down

I lost all my hate now, I bled out, I'm face down

It's okay, I'm safe now, lead in me, I lay down

I lost all my hate now, I bled out, I'm face down

It's okay, I'm safe now, lead in me, I lay down

I lost all my hate now, I bled out, I'm face down