[Verse 1: Rxseboy]

Honestly, I'm exhausted

Why is my society so toxic?

My sobriety affecting me like I was standin' in a mosh pit

I just think I'm runnin' out of options

Everyone the opposite

Hoping they don't see me as a college kid

'Cause most of them don't even know what knowledge is

I'm rippin' up my scholarships

I just wanna be an artist now

And I know they'll prolly hate me, say I'm watered down

I don't got any trophies, I'm stuck on the shelf

Every day is my battle, I'm only fighting myself

If I was ever deployed I think I'd write to myself

They say they want mе to fail, I'm not receiving no help

I'm not wantеd, haunted by every comment

I promise I'm being honest, they steady working for honor

I never could be a starter, they breaking through all my armor

And maybe I'm just a joke, I should've been workin' harder

[Chorus: Laeland]

Tell me, okay

It won't stop the pain

Life continues this way

And I am drowning, so

Call me lonely

Call me messed up

I'm just tired of this world

And I'm tired of myself

[Verse 2: Rxseboy]

Right now I don't know about it

Tryna think of any way that I can go about it

Lotta thoughts in my mind, now it's overcrowded

Take a sec' and a breath to control the balance

Every minute addin' up on a stopwatch

Not enough time, feel like everybody bossed up

I cannot shoot, time is up on a shot clock

Wishin' I could swish but I'm still gettin' crossed up

Say you ballin' out, friendship fallin' out

Always in some trouble, no one hears me when I'm callin' out

Hopin' music gonna change my life

People leavin' me, I know that I can make this right

[Chorus: Laeland]

Tell me, okay

It won't stop the pain

Life continues this way

And I am drowning, so

Call me lonely

Call me messed up

I'm just tired of this world

And I'm tired of myself