[Verse 1]

You laugh

I bruise

On purpose

I think

You pass me the cup

I forget how to drink

Sideways glance

Spills my words

You talk about someone

I pretend I never heard

[Chorus]

Guess I'm falling first

Way too fast

It kinda hurts

You just smile like it's a joke

I'm already in the smoke

Yeah

I'm falling first

Heart ahead

Brain in reverse

You still learning how my name fits

I'm already past the surface

[Verse 2]

You say

"Good night"

I read it twice

Screenshot a line

Like it’s advice

You doodle my face

In the margin of class

You call it nothing

I call it a map

[Chorus]

Guess I'm falling first

Way too fast

It kinda hurts

You just smile like it's a joke

I'm already in the smoke

Yeah

I'm falling first

Heart ahead

Brain in reverse

You still learning how my name fits

I'm already past the surface

[Bridge]

If I say it out loud

Will the moment crack

Would you step in closer

Or start stepping back

So I bite my tongue

Till the letters blur

You say

"This is fun"

I'm screaming every word

[Chorus]

Guess I'm falling first

Way too fast

It kinda hurts

You just smile like it's a joke

I'm already in the smoke

Yeah

I'm falling first

Heart ahead

Brain in reverse

You still learning how my name fits

I'm already past the surface