[Verse]

Gettin' stabbed with a lethal needle in the shadows

Self-inflicted, no tellin' of tomorrow

Blood drippin' down like rain in the meadow till it end

Skin turning white, like a squid stabbed in between its eyes

Can't tell if I want to die

Don't even hate life

Just wanna see how emptiness feels

Might need counselin', how can I tell

Ten thousand monopoly bands in my hands

Don't mean nothin'

It's a semen combustion

Bustin out my rocks, wait no

I live in a nice home

Not Malcolm in the Middle

Why do I struggle when I know tomorrow won't mean trouble

Mind mowin' through the thoughts

It's a massacrе

Flow chopping like the blades

Fast as a faulty oil changе

Slowin' down once the gauges light

My eyes as bright as a Nazi, aight

But brain not as smart as a Nazi, I

Might wanna get a degree

Degree in lawyerology

But rappin' is comin' on me like a pregnant bi-

Okonma

When I slit once, gon' be left in a coma

Heart racin' like a CC star

Seein' stars and lights

Once I use the knife

O' ma, don't worry

I'll be fine

I ain't done nuin yet

Lezlie ain't broke my heart and left

Once she do, gon' be left in shambles

Crumbs of dust

Heart broke then run

It is expected though

I'm a fatherless child

With no dad around to mentor me

On how to do yardwork, play football, whatever else there isn't to me

I exchanged that maggot with book, Buffalo

Lightin' casuals up, booty bleed like buffalo

Was ingested like the preschoolers into the gates of Heaven

When the FBI gives some dweeb

An AR-15

Some bullets

And Speed

Happiness, military, takin' some bullets

Peeps tuggin' on me, I ain't talkin' no rapper

I scream and I shout

Out of fury and anger

They ran away

Now I am left astray, alone

No one to pray for me

So I sit and bleed, soul is leavin' me

I guess that maggot and me

Didn't think so differently

BOW!