[Intro]
Yeah
[Verse 1]
I don't mind it
I lost control of myself, there's no love left
I don't mind it
I've waited so long, and now it's all gone, all gone
Livin' in sin, under your skin
Stab through the layers, feel like a syringe
I'm goin' in, leave my imprint
Struggled so much, now I'm pullin' the pin
I am so done with the hatred, I have been impatient
The pain always comes from within
Not movin' an inch
[Chorus]
Everything's about to break
Yeah, every little step I take
Tell me, did I lose control?
Tell me, did I lose control?
And when evеrything's about to break
After evеry little step I take
Tell me, did I lose control?
Tell me, did I lose control?
And when everything's about to break
[Verse 2]
It feels like I get stepped on, I get caught in my bad thoughts
Does it help to keep myself locked up? I guess not
Trapped in this cycle, I lost my mind and it's terrifying
Dyin' inside, I start to get suicidal
But I can say that I don't think I made a mistake, settin' it straight
I will continue, no matter the stakes
Sick of collateral damage, the fact of the matter remains
Why do I fight what I'm feeling? Create all these demons
I'm tired of playing these games, yeah
I'm counting the days
[Chorus]
Everything's about to break
Yeah, every little step I take
Tell me, did I lose control?
Tell me, did I lose control?
And when everything's about to break
After every little step I take
Tell me, did I lose control?
Tell me, did I lose control-trol-trol-trol?
[Bridge]
(Everything's about to break)
Stuck on repeat and still get defeated, it's messed up
Feel so mistreated, what is the secret to self-love?
My fear is feeding the demons, they're seeking fresh blood
This fucking feeling is never getting the best of me
[Breakdown]
Best of me
Why am I not alright? Why am I so fucking blind?
Why can't I see that I must leave it all behind?
I'm ready to let it all go
No more complainin', I'm starting to grow, yeah
Burn all my bridges and bear to witness them glow up
[Chorus]
Break
Yeah, every little step I take
Tell me, did I lose control?
Tell me, did I lose control?
And when everything's about to break
After every little step I take
Tell me, did I lose control?
Tell me, did I lose control?
And when everything's about to break