[FrivolousShara]

I’ve been through hell and back

You don’t really want to look at my past

All you see is the mask I wear

You stare but you can’t see the glare prepared

Cast around my head, shoulders, knees, and toes

While we spin around that merry-go merry-go

Uh

Frankly sometimes my lyrics are deeper than an ocean

My poetry is deeper

Let it group dust in the private open

Feeling drained, no gas in the mental tank

Feeling like I’m finna tank

Throw me overboard to sink

My own body.. a water coffin and grave

Killing two birds with one stone

Do I want to be saved?

Look, sometimes I get lonely

Sometimes I get scared

But when’s the last time I released this inner girl in thee air?

She’s buried inside

Trying to torch inflammable memories

With no more than relentless desires that will not leave

Still apologizing for forgiven sins

Enigma keeps her at bay

She’s running from the exorcist

[Moses Background Vocals]

Can you understand that, that I am in a wonderland? Whoa

The truth is my affliction might as well be my addiction

Without it I would not have all of this wise, compound friction

Just restriction

And predictions of my oracle

But now I know, and I am blowing on in the air, steady with the flow

But I am a manifestation of these expectations I am chasing

My self is written in code and no one can translate it

I hope in some form though, you can relate

I can’t be the only one

Going through these lonely suns

In this field of dreams there are no three-leafed clovers

Image creation that I meld over and over

Jogging with my dreams

Feet slapping that pavement

I don’t know about you but I feel I am stepping on satan

If I didn’t have my faults I wouldn’t have possibilities otherwise constructed with a perfect life built to the T

So I am thankful and blessed beyond belief

I’ve said it once before and that means I do believe

[Hook]

Going through hell and back, going through hell and back, going through hell and back

And once again