Out of sorts i’m lost in a lie
Kinda funny how everything good seems to die
I’m so tired, burdened by choice
Ever bound to speak in someone else’s voice
Less than none, i’ve already won
‘til the job is done by no one
Let’s fade to black and disappear
Finally at peace with a revere
Falling apart your plastic heart
Ah, what a mess, you’re second best
Build it up and drown it out
And look at what has happened now
Turn away what can’t be accepted
All of my imperfections
It’s gеtting hard to see
Maybe i should let things be
Holding on and ripе for rejection
Ah, what a warped perception
It’s quite the shameful deed
I’ll let you take the lead
Out of chances to make things right
Kinda funny, i tried with all my might
Oh, i’m so weak, i’m immature
Ever bound to seek and never know for sure
“keep it moving! you can’t stop now”
How i’ve made this far, i don’t know how
Ah, always forward, never turn back
The past will move and then start to unpack
Stutter and stop
These mangled memories of mine
Keep splitting apart
You’re drowning in the wine
Fake it ‘til you make it
Try a little harder
Grinding to a halt
You’re nothing but a martyr
Turn away what can’t be accepted
All of my imperfections
It’s getting hard to see
Maybe i should let things be
Holding on and ripe for rejection
Ah, what a warped perception
It’s quite the shameful deed
I’ll let you take the lead
Ever-filled with doubt, i’m running out of options
“hey, what’s this all about?”
I think i’ve gone too far
Why do i feel this way? i’ll never comprehend
My mind is long made up
A forbidden repertoire
“did i do it to myself?” “was i the one who messed up?”
I never saw it coming
The water’s rising now
Ah, finally an answer, a way to escape this
Accepting the truth
This is all that i deserve
Falling apart your plastic heart
Ah what a shame, you’ve lost the game
Build it up, you’re drowning now
A perfect picture for the crowd
Turn away what can’t be accepted
All of my imperfections
All that i once could see
Has finally escaped me
Holding on and ripe for rejection
Ah, what a warped perception
It’s quite the shameful deed
I’ll let you take the lead
Turn away, i can’t be accepted!
‘cause who wants imperfection?
It’s getting hard to breathe
Maybe i should stop my pleas
Holding on and ripe for rejection
I’ll forge my own redemption
It’s quite the shameful deed
I’ll make it through, you see
I’ll finally be free
I’ll do it just for me