Released on December 12, 2020

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Out of sorts i’m lost in a lie

Kinda funny how everything good seems to die

I’m so tired, burdened by choice

Ever bound to speak in someone else’s voice

Less than none, i’ve already won

‘til the job is done by no one

Let’s fade to black and disappear

Finally at peace with a revere

Falling apart your plastic heart

Ah, what a mess, you’re second best

Build it up and drown it out

And look at what has happened now

Turn away what can’t be accepted

All of my imperfections

It’s gеtting hard to see

Maybe i should let things be

Holding on and ripе for rejection

Ah, what a warped perception

It’s quite the shameful deed

I’ll let you take the lead

Out of chances to make things right

Kinda funny, i tried with all my might

Oh, i’m so weak, i’m immature

Ever bound to seek and never know for sure

“keep it moving! you can’t stop now”

How i’ve made this far, i don’t know how

Ah, always forward, never turn back

The past will move and then start to unpack

Stutter and stop

These mangled memories of mine

Keep splitting apart

You’re drowning in the wine

Fake it ‘til you make it

Try a little harder

Grinding to a halt

You’re nothing but a martyr

Turn away what can’t be accepted

All of my imperfections

It’s getting hard to see

Maybe i should let things be

Holding on and ripe for rejection

Ah, what a warped perception

It’s quite the shameful deed

I’ll let you take the lead

Ever-filled with doubt, i’m running out of options

“hey, what’s this all about?”

I think i’ve gone too far

Why do i feel this way? i’ll never comprehend

My mind is long made up

A forbidden repertoire

“did i do it to myself?” “was i the one who messed up?”

I never saw it coming

The water’s rising now

Ah, finally an answer, a way to escape this

Accepting the truth

This is all that i deserve

Falling apart your plastic heart

Ah what a shame, you’ve lost the game

Build it up, you’re drowning now

A perfect picture for the crowd

Turn away what can’t be accepted

All of my imperfections

All that i once could see

Has finally escaped me

Holding on and ripe for rejection

Ah, what a warped perception

It’s quite the shameful deed

I’ll let you take the lead

Turn away, i can’t be accepted!

‘cause who wants imperfection?

It’s getting hard to breathe

Maybe i should stop my pleas

Holding on and ripe for rejection

I’ll forge my own redemption

It’s quite the shameful deed

I’ll make it through, you see

I’ll finally be free

I’ll do it just for me