Is there a correlation ‘tween seeing and believing?

Or an allegiance behind the scenes we’re seeing?

It’s just a cycle in my head

I can’t escape? i’ll end up dead

Is there some compensation for everything i’m feeling?

Or is there a method to prevent what i'm being?

Am i too ill to dream of that?

Is there a future i can have?

Which versions of the truth are truly false?

Can you answer the questions singing in the walls?

Let's create a wake in the sinusoidal scene

Displaced in a world that's nothing like my dreams

Nothing but a deluded girl

Stuck in her fictional world

There's no escape, only an ending

Claiming that she loves her own hell

Just take another L

On a deal you cannot sell

Although i'm useless useless useless

I want one excuse to de-stress

Wanna be useful just for something

Don't tell me that this was all for nothing

Is there beauty beauty beauty

In my naive little plans?

To catch the world inside my hands

I’ll re-enact the dreams i had to end

Don’t you see? both of us could end up free

It’s a morbid game of chance, guide our exchange into a trance

Keep on dancing till the end, around our futures and our plans

As the world degrades behind the scenes

Let’s kill off our own consciousness and sing

Which versions of the truth?

Which versions of the truth?

While i know i can’t escape the fate that’s been created

Ain’t it stupid not to try?

And for my whole life i’ve spent chasing

I’ll look “me” in the eyes and deny

“your life goal’s overrated, i’d prefer a change of pace

You have no room to complain, now

They can’t hear you up in space”

Keep trying to run dear - i’m sure one day you’ll see it

Keep fighting yourself and one day you can be free

The day when it snaps and the future’s again different

Promise me you’ll keep on alive, if

Nobody says what they mean

No, nobody means what they say

Those promises made me feel safe

But they never intended to stay

Every day let’s look back at ourselves

And wonder where we went wrong

Every day let’s regret what we’ve done

Then try to keep moving along

Although i'm useless useless useless

I want one excuse to de-stress

Wanna be useful just for something

Don't tell me that this was all for nothing

If there's beauty beauty beauty

In my naive little plans

I need to reassess the means

Behind the scenes of topics i obsess

Is it too late to dream of a future?

Lost in a void, but escape's almost near

My fragile worldview is my own abuser

The loneliest soul in the world's full of fear

Just- just like that, just like that

I made another scene

Just- just like that, just like that

I wanna be obscene

Selfish, my dreams tear the world at the seams

Oh honestly now, don't you see…?

Although i’m useless, is there a future i can have?

Although i'm useless useless useless

I want one excuse to de-stress

Wanna be useful just for something

Don't tell me that this was all for nothing

If it matters matters matters

What i wanted in the end

I’ll catch the world inside my hands

And re-enact the dreams that never bend

Don’t you see? both of us could end up free

It’s a morbid game of chance, but even it can falter stance

Keep on dancing till the end

Around our hardships, holding hands

As the world degrades behind the scenes

I’ll relish any peace of mind and sing

Which versions of the truth?