Released on August 28, 2022

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This life deemed useless, so it seems

We’re listless in the face of needs

If we can’t live on, who would we hurt?

If we can’t move on, will we be of worth?

It’s just a lie i wanna believe

This stagnant sky’s even colder than me

It’s too late now, i’ll steal your smile

Living on just to hope it’s worthwhile

How rude of me to mislead your trust

It’s not that often i meet someone who’s enough

Entertain extremities, ignoring what won’t benefit mе

Catch up fast before you’re lеft in the dust

Oh, so you so you see

I’m lost in would-be’s

Ah, dontcha dontcha know?

It’s hard to let go

Laugh in the face of danger and stop being so concerned

Treat myself like a stranger and ignore how my heart burns

“isn’t this a bit weird?” questions asked upon uncaring ears

Ignore the pain! before it’s too late, pour it down the drain!

Play with these emotions, the perfect poison made for me

An unrelenting agenda to bleach all that’s filthy

Saying what i shouldn’t, numbing myself to the cost of love

This problem is so easily solved by weakening my resolve

If you insist, i won’t resist

I’ll love you too even if i have no clue

Being impure’s the only thing for sure

This bitch of a life always makes us do what’s right

Lined up against all the hearts i stole

These apologies are out of my control

If everybody agrees, i’ll keep on spouting pleasantries

Whatever it takes to finally be whole

A life lived reckless, so it be

Corrupted morals “set you free”

In agony, we raise the stakes higher

Smiling on, adding fuel to the fire

Play along! it’s multiple choice

Follow the rules and don’t use your voice

That’s quite simple, don’t you agree?

So stop looking for what you cannot be

Oh, caught in a deadlock

I’m against the clock

Ah, dontcha dontcha know?

I’m still looking for

Remedies to these tendencies

We crawl through the sludge for everyone to judge

Ah, can’t you see all these penalties?

Being of use is just my excuse

Cry at the feet of hatred, pure white’s what you’re thinking of

I’d spill everything inside to fill it with your love

“isn’t this a bit sad?” questions asked upon uncaring ears

Ignore the pain! before it’s too late, pour it down the drain!

Accepting the sting of danger, i guess it’s finally my turn

Liable for my own actions, “sorry’s” that were never earned

“isn’t this the ending?” questions asked upon the one who’s left

Ignore the pain before it’s too late

Pour it down the drain

Play with these emotions, ever dirty’s all you’ll be

An unrelenting agenda to bleach all that’s filthy

Doing what i shouldn’t, numbing myself to the pain of shame

This problem is so easily solved by weakening my resolve

If you insist, i won’t resist

I’ll love you too even if i have no clue

Being impure’s the only thing for sure

This bitch of a life always makes us do what’s right

And just for once in your gray stained eyes i finally want to do what’s right