This life deemed useless, so it seems
We’re listless in the face of needs
If we can’t live on, who would we hurt?
If we can’t move on, will we be of worth?
It’s just a lie i wanna believe
This stagnant sky’s even colder than me
It’s too late now, i’ll steal your smile
Living on just to hope it’s worthwhile
How rude of me to mislead your trust
It’s not that often i meet someone who’s enough
Entertain extremities, ignoring what won’t benefit mе
Catch up fast before you’re lеft in the dust
Oh, so you so you see
I’m lost in would-be’s
Ah, dontcha dontcha know?
It’s hard to let go
Laugh in the face of danger and stop being so concerned
Treat myself like a stranger and ignore how my heart burns
“isn’t this a bit weird?” questions asked upon uncaring ears
Ignore the pain! before it’s too late, pour it down the drain!
Play with these emotions, the perfect poison made for me
An unrelenting agenda to bleach all that’s filthy
Saying what i shouldn’t, numbing myself to the cost of love
This problem is so easily solved by weakening my resolve
If you insist, i won’t resist
I’ll love you too even if i have no clue
Being impure’s the only thing for sure
This bitch of a life always makes us do what’s right
Lined up against all the hearts i stole
These apologies are out of my control
If everybody agrees, i’ll keep on spouting pleasantries
Whatever it takes to finally be whole
A life lived reckless, so it be
Corrupted morals “set you free”
In agony, we raise the stakes higher
Smiling on, adding fuel to the fire
Play along! it’s multiple choice
Follow the rules and don’t use your voice
That’s quite simple, don’t you agree?
So stop looking for what you cannot be
Oh, caught in a deadlock
I’m against the clock
Ah, dontcha dontcha know?
I’m still looking for
Remedies to these tendencies
We crawl through the sludge for everyone to judge
Ah, can’t you see all these penalties?
Being of use is just my excuse
Cry at the feet of hatred, pure white’s what you’re thinking of
I’d spill everything inside to fill it with your love
“isn’t this a bit sad?” questions asked upon uncaring ears
Ignore the pain! before it’s too late, pour it down the drain!
Accepting the sting of danger, i guess it’s finally my turn
Liable for my own actions, “sorry’s” that were never earned
“isn’t this the ending?” questions asked upon the one who’s left
Ignore the pain before it’s too late
Pour it down the drain
Play with these emotions, ever dirty’s all you’ll be
An unrelenting agenda to bleach all that’s filthy
Doing what i shouldn’t, numbing myself to the pain of shame
This problem is so easily solved by weakening my resolve
If you insist, i won’t resist
I’ll love you too even if i have no clue
Being impure’s the only thing for sure
This bitch of a life always makes us do what’s right
And just for once in your gray stained eyes i finally want to do what’s right