Released on October 26, 2018

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[Part 1 (0:00-2:59)]


[Chorus]

In the night, my spirits terrify, the fear is amplified

Am I only a mab? Some harlequin picking at a scab

When the storm comes to pass, where's my outcry?

When my life is surpassed; reflect in my mind's eye


[Verse 1]

The only visions I see are the ones left to me

By the screaming in my head that keeps me lying in my bed

No longer do I keep the hatred within reach

That used to swell within my chest and let my passions manifest

Has the time come to pass where I've reached an impasse

And I turn myself towards the light

When all is said and done, my song's already spun

Is that just too hard to grasp?


[Chorus]

In the night, my spirits terrify, the fear is amplified

Am I only a mab? Some harlequin picking at a scab

When the storm comes to pass, where's my outcry?

When my life is surpassed; reflect in my mind's eye

[Part 2 (3:00-5:26)]


[Refrain]

I'm a tulpa, I'm a tulpa

I'm the tulpa, I'm my tulpa

I'm a tulpa, I'm a tulpa

I'm the tulpa, I'm my tulpa


[Verse 2]

I don't get the things I do so I bid myself adieu

I create myself anew and that's who I am to you

The version of me that's real is whichever one I feel

And although that seems ideal, I could never be revealed

I can't imagine myself being anybody else

But I'm displayed on a shelf for the world at large itself

So I never have the chance to intercept a glance

And so the me that's tranced is dead by circumstance


[Refrain]

I'm a tulpa, I'm a tulpa

I'm the tulpa, I'm my tulpa

[Part 3 (5:27-8:00)]


[Bridge]

Oh I can't [?]

Oh, how could I [?] so sure?

Wouldn't you, wouldn't you be so sure?


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