(Intro: Shiloh Dynasty)

You are a stranger

And she wonders why, I

I don't trust nobody

Not even her

You are a stranger

And she wonders why, I

I don't trust nobody

Not even her

Not even her

(Verse 1: Fresh Verse)

Look yeah fuck everything i just want to kick over the chair

And the suffering of life but I swear no one would care

Lying awake late friends that are supposed to be there don't evеn call us send a text It's like I’m madе out of air

So see through I bleed too

Someone just help

Don't need you to want me to

I just can't be by myself

I'm overthinking I swear my mind is fucked

Wishing that I could drive on drugs

No finding luck

So it I'mma close my eyes while driving drunk

Crash myself into a power pole

Get taken by hell itself

And go surfing and drown my soul In the blood of satan son

Man I'm a monster

Look up in the mirror thinking who is this imposter

Rather die alone don't need the meds from all these doctors I'm fucked up in the head

Dead-set I'm just a lost cunt

Like what's up nah nothing its sweet

Fake smiles every day I block the pain I would cheat little dutys people know that I'd be dying to speak feelings are high above the clouds and suicides at its peak

I just aspire to be someone happy for Getting by

But I picture myself dying While I'm lying in bed at night

Having these dreams and it's fucked

Wake up crying in hectic fright

But I can't handle the thought of the rope that be tied to my neck and I can't take this

Down goes another bottle taken ain't no role model

Fuck it up im a nobody

Never was and never will be don't look up to the kid

Wish I never seen her smile

Not hooked up with a bitch

I've been through plenty but I felt I wasn't enough with this bitch

To think about the slow kisses feel disgusted at shit

To think we once had something

But it's gone without a trace

I'm wondering how we'll get by

After every payday day

After day I look up to the fucking sky and I pray

But what's the use there's no cunt listening and alone I remain

And as I taking up a sip stare at the bottom of my glass thinking about all of the times when we would sit there and laugh

Couple mates around the fire drinking rats from dust to dark

But everybody separates We've left those times in the past

A lot of them had turned to drugs

I had a mate stuck in the bar

Couple boys been to the boob and spending christmas day locked up

Men I'm trying to overcome

But I swear I have no luck

This shit is fucked wanna end it bruv

Man I can't nah

Shit taking all this depressed again

Paranoid that they starin at us

Nah that’s just the voices in my head

Telling me that this is the end

But man it's far from it

Just gotta think about my fam not the past comments

And people always said

Change is fucked honest

But they don't know the man

Hearing this should be on it cause I don't vent to none and what's been said is done

But I can't get past the fact you were meant to be the one yeah