(Verse 1: Luna)

Yes I'm fucked in the head

I wanna change but I'm still stuck on the edge

Trying to live a better life I got no luck with a man

With a sign of getting better when I'm fucking depressed

Why the fuck am I a piece of shit for?

Munching these bricks cause I need six more

Tired of the pain I need to hide away

I hope my life will change I need to hibernate

I've been broken, I'm still damaged

No repairing me I'll get out your way whеn I vanish

Things are hard, I'm sick of feeling like I'm giving up

They keep buzzing my phonе, no chance that I'm picking up

Sleep deprived from the sleepless nights

These demons hiding, I'm weak inside

I swear they just keep eating me alive

Swallowed by the dark, tryna seek some light

Tryna be the best that I can be

But I'm still fucking empty

Why they thinkin' I am sweet?

Try my best and she still fucking left me

Loved this bitch but she wasn't meant for me

Fuck love, it's gonna be the death of me

Just another ex I ain't gonna be messin' with

I put the past behind and focus on the present

These pills ain't gonna numb the pain

Afraid cunts look at me like I'm a junkie ay

I'm tryna cope with emotions so I'm not overdosing

I don't even trust my mates

It's a fact I'm easily sucked into love

Its fuck so I keep pouring mud in my cup

I'm used to it so I keep fucking shit up

They think I'm on the ice but I ain't been touching the stuff

Put the drugs aside to seek another side

Try to be better but it seems I'm doing nothing right

Snakes will rattle right beside you

Even your best mates can slide too

I can say I'm fine but trust is a lie

Fuck it I might just go on the guts for the night

I want a fresh start but I wanna die tonight

So overthinking only when the time is right

Been peaking for hours now my face like a ghost

This life is my poison as you already know

Pushing my limits I know I'm not alone

I got love for all of my bros

Too many problems I gotta man up and face em

I gotta give em my all

Too many nights spent with my thoughts racing

But who do I call?

Drink until the bottle's empty

Smoke until my lungs are filled with resin

The way I treat myself ain’t very pleasant

I'm a write off, take me to the wreckers

Stuck in the trenches fucked and relentless

The drugs, fuck with dozens of friendships

I gotta deal with this, but it's ain’t never ending

I don't do this shit, just to be trending

Just another dark day all in my dome

Blacked out with shots of Patron

Stumbling drunk wanna wanna be home

Is my thoughts, as I'm clouded by smoke

Fluttering, butterflies in my stomach

Anxiety takes over me like I'm nothing

I’m a need of some buzzer, deal with the dark

I'm just a fuck up

Emotions are seal with a mask